what justifiys civilized actions

What justifies civilized actions?
Reality is that I will never write a piece that wins the Pulitzer Prize. Learning to just reach people and have them read my letters is hard enough. Believability is something just not real to me. Constant repeating of the same subject, which is a line some use to describe my letters. The subject of the NH Supreme Court refusing to hear a case where a judge used the trusted power of the courts to enable the Madbury NH selectmen to take from local resident for personal gain. We the people are the USA what is the reasoning for such facts to be censored from the citizens. The reality, which is I am a 100% disabled US Marine gives fuel to those harming my character to persuade the public against me. Character assignation by government officials for retribution is a crime against our Constitution. Of course if the NH SC can use the law for profit and to protect a special class of society “Judges and Attorneys” the Constitution becomes a worthless piece of paper. To stop my medical care for combat related disabilities: just goes to far. A civilized society can violate my individual Constitutional rights and at the same time refuse to communicate with me to solve the wrongs in a non-violent manner what becomes the solution.
I have PTSD and TBI for which the VA will medicate to take my ability to function away even though they have knowledge the medication is useless. Oh wait a minute my VA medical has been stopped. Who will take the blame as a trained killer relives the very acts used to keep this civilized society in tact? Drugging US Military veterans to keep their mental state unable to function is wrong but done on a daily basis by the VA. Living with a combat deranged mind homeless under a bridge makes more since to some than being a zombie in a dirty VA hospital having doctors that do not even speak clear English treat you. What is wrong with those words is that they are mean and do not fit into a civilized society. They are the truth and using tack to persuade people is just like compromising the guaranteed rights of the Constitution. No one not even the NH SC has the right to diminish our Constitution at any time.
Today Dec 7 has meaning that will be lost in time as the remaining citizens that were there die just as our forefather’s belief is becoming. No one remembers my breaking my back during one Vietnam offensive and losing my hearing from being blown off a runway during another offensive as time passes. The lost meaning of reality as the tales of this letters skips around will be the description some will use to defame my words. What are we fighting for; next stop is Vietnam is a depressing statement that rings in my head every December.
Think about the Japanese bombing Pearl Harbor and realize how important the US Military Veteran is. Censoring the letters of citizens being wronged by government is just a reality that I cannot see. Taking my medical care away is justifyed because my coming back alive was wrong. I see the “world” USA differently back here and Dec is the worst each year. Reality is we were once a nation of We The People with out a special class of society ruling.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi
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