Hopeless, The End

Hopeless
There is no purpose to being here. Mr. Barrett said “The right to defend themselves and their land by any means necessary” is a profound statement. The only purposeful thing that I have done in my life is the right to call my self a US Marine. I live off the government for whatever value they believe my life is worth. I volunteer trying to pay back the dead for giving their lives so that I could come back alive. My history shows nothing: as that is what I am. A thank you and a word of how my help makes life better for those I help, is the most that I will take. In the very next moment these very same individuals mock and discredit my character as dangerous for my mind will go blank at a seconds moment as my presences is in the bush fighting for survival. To volunteer has to be the best thing for anyone to do in the world: Right? The greed of others taking advantage of my help make me feel-good so I give more. What is wrong with me? My head is spinning and if I walk the walls and objects are distorted in my vision. Coming home from coffee this morning I drove in the long tunnel of past, present and future, as reality no longer exists. If reality ever did exist in my life at all is a good question. The government will medicate my mind but I am already there so to what purpose will we let them distort a mind more.
Kevin Barrett in the Veterans Today article took my mind with the words “substantially Support”. I have absolutely no idea why or for what reason. The hopeless distorted vision of a US Marine that writes dangerous letters that for public safety must be censored. I do not need help. I need to get out of this place. To allow government officials to stop anyone’s medical care is not possible in the land that I served as a US Marine for. My life consists of living off government handouts so the Veterans Administration stopping my medical care to control my opinion letters is justifiable and does serve a purpose for the public safety and budget.
In the United States of America the purpose of writing opinion of wrongs is what freedom of speech is all about. I “Substantially Support” that there is no purpose to letters by dangerous US Marines, as to silence we for the safety of the civilized society must be US Policy.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper fi
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