Parnoid

Paranoid
What is the danger sign of someone that is paranoid? The situation is with no memory of growing up until waking up in a military hospital from TBI can one survive? To be shipped over seas in and out of combat for the next thirty-one months because of an admin error with no memory makes little since. The years to achieve and develop were done while killing and playing with dangerous weapons. At seventeen I killed before any memory of my first kiss to a round-eyed girl. Daily life and death situations were achieved by locking my fears and emotion away and using what was available to survive. I come home as the VA eventually recognizes my PTSD, broken back and Loss of hearing all combat related to go along with my TBI. Dumped in the USA with no help or support to be spit on by a girl at the airport and called a baby killer. Attending college developed my need to learn silence is the only survival back here in the world “USA”. Protests and sly remarks from other students after learning my USMC back ground made me question why the government let me come back at all. The VA now stops my medical care and the public is afraid of me from government destruction of my character. Do you see any danger signs?
Little Hawk in a response to my letter told me to have a nice holiday. I thank you for that makes my day. I see things with a rational mind. I write letters of government wrongs, although may not be perfect but tells the truth. People read my letters including the public, government officials, cops and many more all refusing to correct the wrongs. People refuse to help for the fear that you cannot take on city hall. People will not communicate with me for fear. Government officials, cops and the VA all refuse to correct the wrongs but continue to inflict more and more harm to inflame my disabilities for there own demented reasons. This Paranoid mind in writing was made to pay the governor to communicate with him. He took my money and never talked. The situation is where does a US Marine go when all means of communication are stopped. The New Hampshire government even refuses my Redress of Grievance filed many times in writing as our highest law the Constitution guarantees us the right to have a Redress of Grievance hearing. A paranoid person with nice remarks from Little Hawk has is medical care stopped to create violence so this civilized society can respond correctly.
Suicide by cop just destroys many more lives for what a paranoid individual living in a world that no longer exists. I honestly at this moment cannot see any reason to go on.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi
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