Suicide or Murder returning US Military
The wheels just keep turning for what? I am a mentally charged US Marine in a nation or a place escape must be near. Identification, the right to communicate and listen is the silent demons only; vice to understanding what went wrong. My first memory of life is stepping on the base at MCAS El Toro Calif just out of the hospital from my car accident out of boot camp Parris Island SC. No memory at all of any part of my past life from my Traumatic Brain Injury. Every day, every event was something totally new. A child in a candy store of real life US Marine the adventure of a lifetime as ignorant as I was the need to learn grew. The wheels just kept turning as the MC shipped me overseas for my 31-month tour for no one want to accept responsibility for what is wrong. The reality of a civilized society and the eternal adjustment to killing thy enemy before they kill you will clash. One minute killing is the only acceptable routine for the enemy. A lifetime follows where the ones to scared to serve claim the killing was wrong. These people cannot accept us. They praise us and the innuendos reflect the meaning of what is to be accepted secretly for our inhuman actions fighting for freedom. The clash continues as today events ignite survival in real life to what others this day will never see (flashbacks). The monster, the waste of once good potential that turned into a lazy person living on the street off others scraps or worse yet the criminal costing taxpayer money is that US Military Veteran. The wheels keep turning as how does some one with no memory accept which reality is real?
Medical care is denied or do the people in charge cannot conceive total amnesia in the mind of someone just completing 31-months in and out of combat to be real. My three combat related disabilities are ignored (as in the MC they ignored my mental state) no one wants to take responsibility for the cost of treatment. Everyone claims the mental danger of someone so well trained to kill. Police want to harass until arrest can be publicly supported no matter how wrong. The enemy is who ever violate our highest law the Constitution harming anyone US citizens. The Constitution calls for those to be abolished. Reality is not real.
Reality is the VA stops my medical care to stop my opinion letters of government wrongs. A civilized society refuses to communicate with us about government wrongs. Newspapers promote the danger to justify not printing the US Military Veteran willingness to help society understand we did come home. Our opinion letters are censored to limit communication. Death by enemy fire would have been the proper way to die but who knew? Suicide of US Military Veterans is murder by a society that wheels turn to reject rather than help those that fought for your freedom. Who is the enemy? I have everything yet I have nothing as another conflict evolves as VA medical is stopped to stop the voice of freedom of US Military Veterans. No one gets it, so who will take responsibility of a wheel turned the wrong way?
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi
465 Packers falls Rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
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