Waht do you want

What do you want?
I volunteer, there is nothing to gain on my part. The silence is killing me. My medical condition is all from my service to the greatest nation in the world that is no other than the United States of America. The government checks and balance has become void as no one follows the set rules and laws accept we. Where do we go from here? The Veterans Administration is using my medical care as a weapon to aid the NH government to stop my opinion letters of the NH Supreme Court refusing to hear a case of Judge Peter Fauver violating the Constitution to cover up the Madbury selectmen taking from the local residents for their the selectmen’s personal gain. The newspapers censor my letters to silence my words at a cost to my ability to function in a rational manner. My claims of despair as flashbacks to my tour in the Marine Corps engulf my life as silent demons are reinforced by VA harassment to force my suicide. The words communication in a civilized society holds my finger back from pulling the trigger to what end. The cruel acts for coming back alive when so many better than me died for this freedom is society’s way of telling me we are not welcome for what we did to keep their freedom. People will claim it is I alone but we are the US Military Veterans cast aside for one reason or another never to be heard. We were once one of you.
The law is the VA has to respond to complaint letters from disabled veterans in a set time. My complaint letters are never answered. NH Constitution gives every resident the guaranteed right to Redress of Grievance in front of the full house. NH told me this state no longer does that. It is a guaranteed right and now a Rochester Rep is getting his Redress heard. Law enforcement harassment as retribution to isolate me from my family and friends is guaranteed by our Constitution to be wrong and never to be allowed. It is being done right here in NH by trusted government officials.
I am not depressed as reading this letter may indicate. I am a 100% disabled US Military Veteran about to enter a flashback. The pressure in my head is enormous. Blood will burst from my nose any minute. I am dizzy but not in the normal way. Perception and reality are beginning to fade. PTSD and TBI control my mental state at their will. Can it be the pain in my back or the sound of the ocean waves filling my ears? My military disabilities come from the freedom we protected and defended for you. Censoring our words makes we ask, what do you want?
The NH Supreme Court cannot be allowed to control Freedom of Speech.
We gave our lives to stop just such a wrong.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi
465 Packers falls Rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217