what if

What makes the editor print letters?
The opinion of the readers is the foundation of the newspaper and the US government. They the government and newspapers can do what ever they want to harm me but my freedom of speech is stopped because they do not like my words telling the public of their wrongs. How many times do I have to write it that government retaliation is against the law! NH and the VA cannot be allowed to use any citizen’s medical care as a form of retaliation to stop free speech. The government and VA is controlling what the public can be informed of as they the government can violate the law to inflict harm and shame on me to stop me. It: the newspapers and government keep telling you what a danger my existence is then for the safety of the community my freedom on the streets cannot exist. Public knowledge gained through the newspapers protects all the citizens from wrongs by so few individuals that want power and greed. What happens when communication stops? Stop medical care to educe violence it makes since.
The NH Supreme Court has to be subject to the opinion of the citizens to talk about when they (the SC) commit crimes against our Constitution. Using my medical care for combat related disabilities has to at some point provoke a violent response from a nut. I tell the readers the truth even when it documents my PTSD and TBI as a road traveled through violent encounters defending and protecting our Constitution as a US Marine. The law obligates every citizen to abolish any government individual that violates our Constitution when all means of redress of grievance fail. This civilized society has chosen not to communicate with me. The government and newspapers use my medical disabilities to scare the public and harm my character as retribution to stop my freedom of speech. When the citizens foundation fail may be it is time for a nut to blow up the remaining house and start over. This civilized society refuses to accept my Redress of Grievance submitted to the NH government many times in defiance or our guaranteed rights so stated in our Constitution. Judge Peter Fauver criminally with intent to do harm to other US citizens violated the Constitution to enable the Madbury NH selectmen to take from other residents through the trusted power of the people for the selectmen’s personal gain. This family asked me for help and I volunteer my time to help other US citizens have a better life.
I do not know if anyone can see or imagine the dark tunnel my life is stuck in. It is like floating in space with nothing to touch or feel. Communication has all but stopped and the enemy is always passing as I lay in this benjo ditch. Constant repeated flashbacks where pride is built on enemy deaths with the enviable knowledge that mine is over. My opinion does not matter in a nation that I refuse to be violent in. The opinion of the readers is now based on what they tell the public you can freely speak of. There is no road to travel as government retribution controls our freedom.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi
465 packers falls Rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

Biased newspaper reporting

Fosters shows biased reporting.
“Beyond limited past references, Foster’s Daily has been tempted to pretty much ignore the Occupy Wall Street movement-at least until it figures out what it wants beyond a few slogans”. A weekly story in the Union Leader about a reporter in 1890’s (Nettle Blye) and her need to tell the unbiased facts demonstrates just how far the editors lost ethics for the people’s rights. There are a few small newspapers such as the Keene Free Press, which is of the NH underground telling the public what the politicians hide. Response letters to the biased news media are censored stopping another view as if to say we the readers cannot reach beyond slogans. This week in the UL Ms. Blye discovers the rail workers are people with real problems caused by the well-established society. She learns the other side and is not afraid to admit her own beliefs were wrong. Newspapers want to increase readers to make advertizing in there pages more appealing. The Foster’s clearly tells the people in their own words OWS is news this biased news group will not report on until it is clear what these US citizens want. Each individual in the OWS is a human being that has rights. The government and the socially well established in many ways take from the middle class and less class. The Fosters, UL and most other news media can not see beyond my danger to society this 100% combat related, service connected disabled veteran is labeled by government. The news media will not even print my opinion letters of the NH government and VA stopping my medical cares for combat related disabilities until I stop writing opinion of government wrongs. What is the Constitution a worthless piece of paper?
When newspapers refuse to print the NH Supreme Court refused to hear a case presented to them of a brother Judge/attorney criminally violating the Constitution to enable the Madbury NH selectmen to take from local residents for the selectmen’s own personal gain is beyond biased news reporting. You took my freedom by putting me in jail on bogus charges. You take my medical care until I stop writing opinion letters, which the biased news censors to protect the public from the danger they want everyone to believe I am. The local and state police harass my family and friends to isolate me to excite my PTSD and TBI forcing suicide or violence in my efforts to kill the gooks. Beyond limited past references my world must let me out of this place. I want to see the other side but our government will not talk to this US Marine. Civilized society does not exist if communication is limited to those few that can explain what it wants beyond a few slogans. Reality is when I stuck my bayonet in that gook God lost all hope in me. He is telling all US Military we are not welcome back in the world (USA) for eternity is being stuck in a place like Vietnam for ever. I cannot get beyond limited references as if a US Marine is capable of more than a few slogans. We protect and defend our Constitution to stop actions of such newspapers as the Fosters and Union Leader from the harm censoring the opinion of the people because they (the editor) do not like the truth. A response letter is telling the other view even if it cannot get beyond a few slogans.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi
465 Packers falls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

Biased newspaper reporting

Fosters shows biased reporting.
“Beyond limited past references, Foster’s Daily has been tempted to pretty much ignore the Occupy Wall Street movement-at least until it figures out what it wants beyond a few slogans”. A weekly story in the Union Leader about a reporter in 1890’s (Nettle Blye) and her need to tell the unbiased facts demonstrates just how far the editors lost ethics for the people’s rights. There are a few small newspapers such as the Keene Free Press, which is of the NH underground telling the public what the politicians hide. Response letters to the biased news media are censored stopping another view as if to say we the readers cannot reach beyond slogans. This week in the UL Ms. Blye discovers the rail workers are people with real problems caused by the well-established society. She learns the other side and is not afraid to admit her own beliefs were wrong. Newspapers want to increase readers to make advertizing in there pages more appealing. The Foster’s clearly tells the people in their own words OWS is news this biased news group will not report on until it is clear what these US citizens want. Each individual in the OWS is a human being that has rights. The government and the socially well established in many ways take from the middle class and less class. The Fosters, UL and most other news media can not see beyond my danger to society this 100% combat related, service connected disabled veteran is labeled by government. The news media will not even print my opinion letters of the NH government and VA stopping my medical cares for combat related disabilities until I stop writing opinion of government wrongs. What is the Constitution a worthless piece of paper?
When newspapers refuse to print the NH Supreme Court refused to hear a case presented to them of a brother Judge/attorney criminally violating the Constitution to enable the Madbury NH selectmen to take from local residents for the selectmen’s own personal gain is beyond biased news reporting. You took my freedom by putting me in jail on bogus charges. You take my medical care until I stop writing opinion letters, which the biased news censors to protect the public from the danger they want everyone to believe I am. The local and state police harass my family and friends to isolate me to excite my PTSD and TBI forcing suicide or violence in my efforts to kill the gooks. Beyond limited past references my world must let me out of this place. I want to see the other side but our government will not talk to this US Marine. Civilized society does not exist if communication is limited to those few that can explain what it wants beyond a few slogans. Reality is when I stuck my bayonet in that gook God lost all hope in me. He is telling all US Military we are not welcome back in the world (USA) for eternity is being stuck in a place like Vietnam for ever. I cannot get beyond limited references as if a US Marine is capable of more than a few slogans. We protect and defend our Constitution to stop actions of such newspapers as the Fosters and Union Leader from the harm censoring the opinion of the people because they (the editor) do not like the truth. A response letter is telling the other view even if it cannot get beyond a few slogans.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi
465 Packers falls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

what to do with my letters

What to do with my letters
The state’s largest newspaper endorses Newt knowing the backstabbing he did to every person in the USA. Response letters to this paper will be censored for they are the other side. I am not Dem or Rep I vote for the person in each election for that is what our Military protect our right to do. Politicians no longer care about the people only how they themselves can take advantage of the system. The newspapers no longer care about the readers only how they can create power and more profit. Half-baked, biased news articles of manipulated truth to avoid libel claims destroy US citizen as they censor the opinion of the people. The most powerful facts censored is the NH Supreme Court refusal to hear a case documented by government records of a brother judge/attorney criminally violating the constitution to intentionally harm US Citizens. It is my God given right to tell the world of these wrongs even if it is the NHSC that is the criminal. Judge Peter Fauver used the people’s trusted power of the court to enable the Madbury NH selectmen to take from local resident for the selectmen’s personal gain. I have no place to go for even the courts are wrong. Just as they cannot stop me with court powers for then the truth will become public, their worst nightmare. The states largest newspaper refusal to tell the other view just is not right. The NH SC refused to hear the case.
I write about US Military Veterans and the wrongs in the system by the Veterans Administration harming individuals covered over as if we never existed in the world. Most disabled veterans get great care by this very VA system but to eliminate those few is another view that must be told. The few range in the tens of thousands homeless or mentally disrupted by our actions to defend the greatest nation in the world. Our words are silenced as government uses our silent demons to frighten the public to believe the danger we pose to them. I have not violated the law but my letters make government officials do criminal acts to stop me. The newspapers refuse to print the other side for fear of alienation by the very politicians they want in office. I have been incrassated to stop my free speech.
The newspapers censor my letters but my list of thousands each day that receive them just keeps growing. A few ask to be taken off my list but I refuse as I tell each one to call the police, government, secret service or who ever for the truth is a powerful weapon. Send a copy of my letters to the newspapers and ask how they can do this to the very citizens that gave their lives to protect the newspapers right to exist. The hundreds of US military Veterans that call or write me to ask me not to stop for they are unable to do the very thing that must be corrected to stop the (few) powerful people in government harming US Military veterans across the USA. They stop my medical care as a weapon to control my free speech>
I am not vindictive or a violent person as the newspapers and government keep telling the public. I am a 100% disabled US Marine, (three of my four disabilities are combat related) needing you the public to forward my letters to the newspapers and everyone else and ask “How can this happen in the USA”?
Newt you are just not the right person to lead the greatest nation in the world.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi
465 Packers falls Rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
The other view censored for it’s content.

Apoligize

Apologize
The VA suicide hotline calls me so much to harass my family and place stress on me to entice suicide I was rude to a caller yesterday. Knowing that I was wrong does not make it right and I hope Ken understands. The VA suicide hotline is both a dangerous organization and a helpful one. In a way my knowledge of suicide is a close one for I have tried it many times while in a flashback. I have no way too see how many times for I do not always remember. I know one time I jumped up from my laying in a benjo ditch to light up the gooks only to come out of my flashback to realize that I just jumped off a cliff. My pant let caught on the top of a 30 to 50 foot birch tree, which lowered me to the ground with just a deep gash in my upper leg. More recently and I do not know if it is because of what the VA or NH Government is doing to my family and friends but I have had it in my mind quite a bit more. The saying the Vietnam Veteran came back to a society that does not want or accept us is so true. The few trying to sway public opinion will tell you that I am looking for pity for what is going on. How many US Military Veterans medical care is cut off as government officials are demonstrating that they are in power. My VA medical for combat related disabilities was stopped to stop my opinion letters just like this one and the newspapers censor anyhow. I hope Ken understands I was not volunteering to talk US Military Veterans out of suicide. My qualification is that I am one of those US Military Veterans caught in a world that I do not belong.
I could never be a part of a government organization that unbeknownst to the workers some times they are used to harass those needing help. The US government is the best in the world. There are some that power goes to their head and others are to scare to speak up. The so-called Blue Wall is the perfect example of a monopoly of the rights of citizens by government powers. The NH Supreme Court refused to hear a case where Judge Peter Fauver criminally violated the Constitution to harm local US citizens. Discrimination by the NH Supreme Court cannot be tolerated. The so-called blue wall of government workers falls in line to protect one of their own from the average citizen. The Madbury NH selectmen use the trusted power of government to take from local residents for their own profit. Judge Fauver knowingly allowed this to continue to this day. The NH SC refused to hear the case to protect a brother judge/attorney of their click. I am put in jail as a terrorist and my VA medical is stopped until I stop writing opinion of wrongs by the NH SC.
The government tells me in a “civilized society communication is used to avoid violence. While driving this morning I passed through that long black tunnel of reality. There is no direction or anything to grab on to. In no way can I support an organization that is a weapon to harm veterans not wanted. I hope you understand Ken. My letters are censored for the danger I am perceived to society so it would be wrong to put any ÜS Military veterans near me. I believe in the United States of American as I took the oath to protect and defend her always. Tell the VA suicide hotline to stop harassing US Military Veterans. We are citizens also.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi
465 Packers falls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

Veterans 911 hotline dot com

Veterans 911 hotline com
The Veterans Today web news site had an article on “Veterans 911 hotline dot com” I read the article by Ken Smith and joined. I was inspired by a cartoon in Seacoast news of two Indians looking out to sea and seeing the May Flower with Occupy American on one sail approaching. One Indians says “The First Movement” as a symbol of where and why it all started. The people still see the reason the USA exists but fail to see the occupy Egypt to Iraq and so forth is why the movement is here. A few are willing to give it all for what those two Indians are trying to remind us of. We are a nation that the world uses as a symbol that all the people rich or poor, smart or ignorant deserve and must be given an even chance in life. Government is here to serve all the people not just the corporations that pay to put them in elected positions to benefit a special class of people. A few people will be highlighted in the news by saying the protesters do not have a common goal or are to scattered in what they believe. Others will say they are the poor or homeless looking for a free ride. The occupy movement is the first step in the world to make it a better place for all. What the US Military give to the USA for our freedom is the right for any US citizen to publicly state wrongs in government. The two Indians stuck in my head as I read Ken Smith’s article. 911 Veterans hotline by volunteers to help veterans avoid suicide is needed because budget money spent on corporations or foreign land bring in more campaign contributions.
I see suicide, as it has to be a way to get out of this place. I am sure many US Military veterans see it the same way. How many times did we sing that song in our heads in tough moments over there? To come back to a nation we fought for where silence is our only road to existence. What we did is inconceivable, uncivilized or just plain criminal in the eyes of those we did it for. Our medical care is held hostage to our acceptance into society. Drug us to keep us silent as treatment for PTSD or other disabilities knowing it is not treating the disability just suppressing our ability to tell others we are people also. The VA stops medical care for writing opinion letters of government wrongs as the newspapers believe censoring the news is protecting those with good reputations against the movement. The Veterans Today article by Ken Smith through the eyes of those two Indians give credence to the flashbacks of my Marine Corps tour, as I do not belong here.
Claim that I am depressed and lock me up, as those few that mock the movement will tell everyone it is for the safety of the community to gain acceptance and control. The movement is to tell the newspapers freedom of the press is to enable every citizen to have freedom of speech to inform others of government wrongs. I have to thank the Seacoast newspaper for those two Indians for the movement is not a 911 call for veterans. The Indians are trying to tell the USA do not let what we did it for to be in VAIN. Ken a volunteer hotline should not be needed for those that gave it all for the USA. The movement is saying that.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi
465 Packers falls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

Thanksgiving Day for the on duty Military

Thanksgiving Day for the on duty Military
I read in the paper today of the memory different military veterans have of Thanksgiving Day while “in country”. I cannot even remember the bases, camps or the personal above my grade or below, by name. It is amazing to me that like every story that I read or a veteran tell me they remember the base, unit, squad and even the Vietnam towns specific. I remember the faces of the people and the sad lonely feelings of hopelessness to the blood and pride of each second of convoy and mission but not the names or units. I traveled many dirt roads deep into the bush of Cambodia to deliver surplus supplies to friendly camps time and again. No one but I spoke American on the convoys and the time during a Vietnam offensive catching birds seemed the same as all the other days. The names of the countries changed even though my base camp stayed the same. The base camp is where my empty cot laid in the hooch with my personal belongings, as I was TAD time and again. The reality of being there is so real but names of people and places are camouflaged by the memory of what we did in reaction to the day.
Partly hearing what others say limits my ability to converse as the result of being blown off the runway. Responses and others taking what I say out of context deeply lowers people from believing the truth. VA doctors respond to me with negative or deep mistrust as a result of my having no ability to distinguish times of year or decade that it happen. The missions seem like today as reliving them come and go daily. The memory is so real and the reality of the hopelessness and defying death to cover the back of those around you never ends. The emotionless ability to take life is deeply condemned by this civilized society with the same voice that praises your time serving the USA. Thanksgiving Day is a memory of extra crap if near a tent serving chow at the time passing. The PTSD and TBI limit or just takes my seeing the “world” back here in the USA above the citizens back here not wanting to see wasting what we did it for. I read in the paper of memory people have of which mine is taken and filled with facts of what we did in the Marine Corps.
My broken back encountered during one of many Vietnam offensives is a painful reminder of the many that will never come home as this civilized society refuse to communicate with the likes of us that did. I am thankful for coming back alive but deeply regret that those far better than I cannot. Thanksgiving is a reminder that the memory of Christmas is only a short time away. The worst time is the most joyful as the many around me fill the silent void of memory my disabilities refuse to allow me to express.
Censoring the letters of US Military Veterans is this civilized societies solution to the memory we cannot leave behind. Thanksgiving Day is a joyous times for many that what we did make possible. Thankful for freedom of press and freedom of speech allows a private business like the newspaper to protect the public from hearing the memory of people like we.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper fi
465 Packers falls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

OWS Paula or Lisa the people want to help

(OWS) Paula or Lisa, People want to help
If you work for the state send my letters to your boss, the governor. If you are the ones that ask me to stop then send the letters to the police, secret service or a politician. If you are Frank Guinta then you are an elected official so stop telling me to call your office and in the next line tell me there is nothing that you can do. Your job is to represent the people, not just those citizens that can benefit your career. I did as Paula suggested and went to the places that she suggested. They were interested in helping me for a payment. My problem is just like I explained to them and yes the VA has the same problem. I have had my PTSD and TBI since I came back in seventy-four. The VA uses drugs to quit the patient but does not address the disorder. The VA and these places Paula asked me to try have councilors that never served in the military yet alone died every second of every day or kill others with out emotion, as it is your duty. Everyone should be asking the local newspapers across the USA why they are not printing a opinion letters of government wrongs. My problem is that my VA medical has been stopped to stop my writing about government wrongs. It was restarted but to fluff my medical file with trivial appointments incase of an investigation. The government controls my money so cripple me by paying for counseling that I cannot afford.
There can be no reason in the world that a citizen is the subject of government retribution for writing that the NH Supreme Court violated the Constitution to protect a brother Judge/attorney in direct defiance of every meaning or our highest law the constitution. The Madbury NH selectmen buttering their own pocketbook on the back of local citizens cannot be allowed at any time. The NH SC refusing to hear the case. A cover up by the NH SC can never be tolerated. I tell Frank and everyone else so many US Military over the history of the USA gave their lives to prevent this ever happening in the USA. I will not let what they did be in Vain. Censoring the words of the people is doing just that, being in vain.
The VA, Government and everyone else recognizes my medical disabilities received some combat related all during my tour as a US Marine. My medical was stopped and elected officials like Frank have to ask what can they do. The elected officials are out of control and the biggest example is Governor Lynch making me pay money to speak with him of government wrongs. The governor takes my payment and never does speak to me. I still have the receipt.
This is the people’s USA and we must stop the government wrongs that have to be why the Occupy Wall Street should be an eye opener.
You can censor my letters but the movement has started around the world. It is the people that matter not be government or wall street.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi
465 Packers falls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

writing on the wall

Rand and Rave
A mentally disturbed disabled US Military Veteran from the Vietnam era has his medical care stopped and only your boot for help. The spit (writing) was on the wall as I got off the plane returning from my 31-month tour overseas as a US Marine. A girl at the airport called me a “baby killer” just after she spit on me that glorious day that I stepped into the USA. Four disabilities from defending and protecting our Constitution as the editors believe censoring my opinion of government wrongs is the only way to protect this civilized society from this 100% disabled US Marine. Volunteering to help others every day for over thirty years is my dept to all those that were better and smarter than I who will never come back alive. Some one like me should not have come back alive. Funny thing is guilt and looking for pity is not a factor in my mind as so few will make so many believe is the case. The VA stops my medical care to stop my freedom of speech. It is like a big joke for the government to harm my character publicly to scare the people as the editors use silence to inflict medical hardship as the solution. I thank all the people that reach out with advice like Paula from Legal advice referral services. I will go to the two places she suggested but it should not be necessary. I am a 100% disabled US Military Veteran with combat related disabilities. I have PTSD and TBI plus a broken back and a loss of hearing in both ears. The NH and US Government can never be allowed to use any US citizen’s medical health to control and dominate. The NH governor Lynch charged me money to tell him of government wrongs, took my payment and never spoke to me.
Depression has nothing to do with what is going on. The town of Madbury NH selectmen takes from local residents for their own profit. Just such a family that only new me from opinion letters in the paper called me for help. I volunteered my time and took the case to the NH Supreme Court. The case was of Judge Peter Favuer criminally violating the Constitution against the peace and dignity of the state. The NH SC refused to hear the case of a brother judge/attorney. This alone is discrimination by the NH SC. For my volunteering to do the right thing to expose wrongs in city hall my character is harmed in defiance of our constitution in the form of government retribution against a US citizen. Society wants to believe that I am depressed and mentally ill, as our government would never lie. I clearly see that I am on the end of the runway watching the night sky light up over the horizon waiting for the birds to return. In death the mind does not seem to stop so how do we get out of this place. Nothing makes since, as there can be no reality in a place like this conflict exhibits.
I give the editors credit for seeing the danger and protecting those with good reputations from Marines like me that just cannot see the writing on the wall.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi
465 Packers falls Rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

See the light thank you paula

See the light, Thank You Paula
A Vietnam Vet dies on the street and his friend both unable to get medical help from the VA kicks a heroin addiction from his time “in country” on his own. Mr. Chester in his own way illustrates my very point. Some veterans from every war have been swept under the rug for their life offered no political gain to those in a position to help. I write these letters not for my own self-gain. I write to make sure this (what NH is doing to me) never happens to another citizen. I write for those homeless or isolated US Military Veterans unable. I write about what they are doing to me to stop my writing of government wrongs because that is what I have knowledge in. I write letters that the newspaper censors illustrating the meaning of Freedom of the Press does not represent the people’s free speech. I write because I have serious medical conditions some combat related that the VA has stopped my medical care for until I stop writing opinion of government wrongs. The newspapers do not believe this is an issue the public should be informed of. I am a Vietnam Veteran compared to others skated through the conflict. My flashbacks and attempted suicides do not even qualify me compared to the tunnel rat and the grunt that took the worst and never complains for your freedom is what we do it for.
I am not suicidal. I live what is called PTSD where my time there becomes as real as if there. During some of these events I have tried to take my life because “I just got to get out of this place”. I do not belong here. Far better than I lost there lives fighting for what the newspapers censor as if it meant nothing. Hearing the voice of the free citizens is what it is all about. The NH Supreme Court refused to hear a case where Judge Peter Favuer criminally violated the Constitution. The newspapers refuse to inform the people. Freedom is the people being able to tell other citizens of just such criminal acts. A Vietnam Veteran dies on the street not from what we did, but from a society that will not accept us for what we did.
Paula from legal advice referrals services in Concord called me and I thank her. She wants to help me and we had a long conversation that meant a lot to me. It is not me that matters. Help today’s veterans coming home by asking the newspapers why they censor opinion letters of the people. Paula is one of many that call and e-mail me every day. I thank every one of them. The point is not about me it is the Vietnam Veteran dying on the street. It is the neglected US citizen trying to express their opinion by Occupying Wall St. The message is it is we the people telling our political government are not for the members to take but for them to serve all the citizens. It is the elected officials that do not see the need for a constitutional amendment to stop their wasteful spending.
The VA stopped my medical care and that should bring uproar not silence. The US Military Veteran is camouflaged by all the great care those that can benefit the politician’s career get. Do you see the light and may be try to inform others of these wrongs. The newspapers have lost focus
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi
465 Packers falls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217
PS I can put my name address and phone number on my letters for “there is nothing so powerful as truth” Daniel Webster.

Waht do you want

What do you want?
I volunteer, there is nothing to gain on my part. The silence is killing me. My medical condition is all from my service to the greatest nation in the world that is no other than the United States of America. The government checks and balance has become void as no one follows the set rules and laws accept we. Where do we go from here? The Veterans Administration is using my medical care as a weapon to aid the NH government to stop my opinion letters of the NH Supreme Court refusing to hear a case of Judge Peter Fauver violating the Constitution to cover up the Madbury selectmen taking from the local residents for their the selectmen’s personal gain. The newspapers censor my letters to silence my words at a cost to my ability to function in a rational manner. My claims of despair as flashbacks to my tour in the Marine Corps engulf my life as silent demons are reinforced by VA harassment to force my suicide. The words communication in a civilized society holds my finger back from pulling the trigger to what end. The cruel acts for coming back alive when so many better than me died for this freedom is society’s way of telling me we are not welcome for what we did to keep their freedom. People will claim it is I alone but we are the US Military Veterans cast aside for one reason or another never to be heard. We were once one of you.
The law is the VA has to respond to complaint letters from disabled veterans in a set time. My complaint letters are never answered. NH Constitution gives every resident the guaranteed right to Redress of Grievance in front of the full house. NH told me this state no longer does that. It is a guaranteed right and now a Rochester Rep is getting his Redress heard. Law enforcement harassment as retribution to isolate me from my family and friends is guaranteed by our Constitution to be wrong and never to be allowed. It is being done right here in NH by trusted government officials.
I am not depressed as reading this letter may indicate. I am a 100% disabled US Military Veteran about to enter a flashback. The pressure in my head is enormous. Blood will burst from my nose any minute. I am dizzy but not in the normal way. Perception and reality are beginning to fade. PTSD and TBI control my mental state at their will. Can it be the pain in my back or the sound of the ocean waves filling my ears? My military disabilities come from the freedom we protected and defended for you. Censoring our words makes we ask, what do you want?
The NH Supreme Court cannot be allowed to control Freedom of Speech.
We gave our lives to stop just such a wrong.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi
465 Packers falls Rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

Carol robidoux at the Nashua Patch

Carol - Nashua Patch
The web contains my letters and I will admit they range from bazaar but factual of government wrongs to a 100% combat related disabled US Marine asking for help. I am from the Vietnam Conflict serving as a Sgt in the USMC. The people that the newspapers give the most attention even though they are the few claim my letters are repetitive. The thing is my letters may repeat facts but the government does more each time in retaliation to stop me, and my letters state the new illegal acts each time. I love the newspaper that quotes Daniel Webster “there is nothing so powerful truth” but refuses to print the factual opinion of the people. I have done many things in my thirty-one months overseas in the MC that most people back here in the world cannot even conceive as humanly possible. I survived to come back to a nation that spit in my face and called me a baby killer when I got off the plane. My life back here in the world has been just as bazaar for volunteering to help others became my goal for the responsibility of coming back alive when so many better than I died. I have a head injury TBI that took permanently my memory of any part of my life before the MC. I have PTSD which is a permanent reminder reliving a life people back here see as uncivilized, inhuman acts of cruelty. I talk many times in my letters of being in a benjo ditch holding my unloaded M-16 (as I was under order while on convoy not to lock and load until eminent danger of death) as the Gooks passed with in inches of me. Suicide never entered my mind over there, as I had no memory of life back here in the world. I have attempted suicide many times back here in the world while a flashback only to twat the attempt by coming out of it just in time. My mind has trouble holding thoughts and memory but other times no one would even know my medical conditions. May be this is why some say my letters jump around and make no since. Some letters are written while in a flashback and clearly are that US Marine with no memory of life back here but I mail them always for they are the truth. The web is a permanent history of my letters.
I was put in jail as a terrorist after I wrote about the NH Supreme Court committing crimes against our constitution. The NH SC refused to hear a case where Judge Peter Fauver used the trusted power of the people through miss use of the court and law to enable the Madbury NH selectmen to take from local residents for the selectmen’s personal gain. After six months NH dropped the bogus charges four days before the trial. I got out of jail and wrote another letter of the NH SC refuseing to hear the case. My VA medical for combat related disabilities was stopped until I stop writing letters of government wrongs that the Newspaper censors to protect the public from the danger they want you all to believe that I am.
I am proud to be a United State Marine for we protect and defend the Constitution of the United States of America. Does this give the newspapers the right to cover up what the State of New Hampshire and the VA are doing to a disabled US Marine? You stop my medical care to stop my free speech. Ironic the newspapers fail to see the hypocrisy in the world.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi
465 Packers falls Rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

I want to scream

I want to scream
“Combat PTSD Vets know price” brings us to look at what price can be asked for doing the right act for our Country the USA? I read a great article in Veterans Today by Allen L. Roland that touches on the betrayal many veterans feel from bought politicians that never served in our US Military. The deep inner feeling of my two worlds that no one can grasp or even want to see is mine alone. The shame I feel brought on by this civilized society back here for coming back alive. I do not talk to other veterans of my weakness of not being able to adjust is my weakness alone. I write and can bring out my thoughts in this fashion in clear defiance of my VA medical being stopped for doing just that. I want to scream to make society see US Military Veterans are people also. Some cannot forget every second of every day knowing life is over. No matter what we still do the mission no matter how stupid it looks as following orders is our job. First hand we live with death all around us, ours, there’s and innocent people but in war no one is innocent. Coming back time, after time from convoys deep into the bush where all the other men spoke a different language than you. The dark brown stain on your boot or under the fingernail washes away once back to base camp, making you realize I defied death once again. My false dream of seeing the USA just once turns to a nightmare back here. My PTSD is one disability but my TBI forever took my memory of the life that I once had back here. I will never be the victim but I want to scream to make people realize we are not the same innocent child with potential for a productive future that left. WE are different in many good ways that this civilized society just cannot see or understand.
My letters are censored for the danger society wants to believe that I am. I am on an island where violence is called for but I refuse for I came back alive to the USA where violence can never be the solution to correct the wrongs. The people of the USA are allowing the NH government and VA to use my medical care to control my free speech. Retribution for telling the world the NH Supreme Court refused to hear a case of criminal wrongs to harm the people by a brother Judge/attorney (Judge Peter Fauver). The solution is communication but I am just a dumb veteran stereo typed in to silence for coming back with disabilities instead of death. I know the price but so many times people have told me “things like this can never happen in the USA”. My mind tells me it is time to jump out of this benjo ditch and light up the gooks and end my life once and for all. It is like Allen’s article where everyone says one thing but what is real. Reality is a price the USA says is to high for those that came back alive. Incrassate us or medicate us for to understand we are citizens also is just a price those that have never been are unwilling to pay. To censor my freedom of speech demonstrates this civilized society’s unwillingness to accept us.
No one realizes is this really the USA?
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi
465 Packers falls Rd Lee NH 03861 603-659-6217

Have you forgotten-the veteran Joe McQuaid

Have you forgotten-the veteran Joe McQuaid?
Someone’s attention grabbed by titles. Derek a builder from Meredith reminded me to continue writing even if the newspaper censors my opinion for the danger they want the public to believe that I am. The UL will reject this letter even though it is in response to Joe McQuaid’s editirial and the “Have you forgotten” articles of Derek. A reader that buys several newspapers every day is rejected from even responding to posted or printed news to suppress the fact of the truth. Will the new look of the UL include even those readers opinion of facts the editor’s want suppressed in defiance of our Constitution. May be forgotten but regrettably US Military Veterans are turned away, neglected for the danger-civilized society wants the public to believe we are. The very injuries received fighting for the freedom we back here enjoy the VA with public knowledge stops this US Military Veteran’s medical care until I stop writing opinion of government wrongs. The UL is not the only paper to censor my responses. The destructive norms of the editor’s across the USA are why so many undiagnosed disabled combat US Military Veterans are incrassated every year. A civilized society communicates to stop government wrongs are highlighted by the neglected freedom of speech suffering in silence for the demons society hangs us with. Our attention grabbing title is used to place danger signs over us to keep the public awareness afraid to speak freely.
Public opinion of the NH Supreme Court criminally violating the Constitution to harm the public by refusing to hear a case of a brother Judge/attorney crime must be a freedom never denied. Judge Peter Fauver criminally violated the Constitution to enable the Madbury NH selectmen to take for the selectmen’s personal self-gain with the trusted power of government from local resident. My VA medical for combat related disabilities was stopped because I volunteer my time to help a family that (to that point) never met take the case to the NH SC. In a civilized society where communication is used to avoid violence have you forgotten what we are fighting for on foreign soil even this very day? If freedom exists as (Your Turn NH and Joe McQuaid are also important aspects of a free civilized society) why this harm?
Another View (by Maj. Roughsedge) quietly reflects on the sacfifices of those that served and continue to serve. We serve to protect and defend our Constitution and the equal rights it guarantees every individual even the disabled that come back from a world a civilized society will not accept.
Another World is an attention grabbing title the silent demons never let those that are there forget. The US Military Veteran even disabled must be recognized as equal under the Constitution. Grabbing attention is a title all US Military Veterans never should have to earn. My voice is not fearless-I do it for everyone and ask nothing for myself
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semepr Fi
465 Packers falls Rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

Veteran stories

Veteran stories
I read all the ceremonies given to veterans in the paper today but not one veteran’s opinion letter was printed. Each article commented on how we need to let the US Military Veteran tell their stories. Your avenues for the Veteran to speak are cut short or eliminated to protect the public from such atrocities. If a veteran does speak to listen to such events that there can be no conceivable human possibility of it happening brings disbelief and patronizing. Some people that never served always ask if you killed anyone and if so how did if feel? The pride that I felt when I first came back of my first kill got me the nickname baby killer. The enormous pride of being sent as American Advisor on Convoy with nationals that only one or two spoke broken English never left me. The conference and pride is overwhelmed by the never ending reminder of this is the end every second of every day. I will not return from this mission alive or maybe not at all. One night deep in the bush of Cambodia I was taken from a friendly village that the convoy stopped at. Many clicks into the bush we stopped at the gooks campsite. When two fell asleep I freed my hands, snuck up on the third and stuck my bayonet in him. He looked to be about ten yr-old. I was seventeen but looked to be about ten yr-old also. I took my M-16 and ran through the bush back to the village to get moving again. People want to hear the blood and gut stories but never seem to realize the human factor of all your civilized human safe guards no longer exist as this will get us incrassated or worse yet rejected from the society and people we wanted so desperately to return to. The ceremonies and wanting us to speak are a start but if the fear of emotionless true feelings and the inconceivable atrocities violate this civilized societies laws and moral beliefs what is the point. Our opinion of the harm government wrongs inflicted on us is censored from the newspapers for the fear such an impact the truth would have on the special class of society.
You the people of the USA stopped my medical care because I dare write of the NH Supreme Court violating the Constitution to protect a brother judge/attorney. Judge Peter Favuer criminally violated the Constitution to enable the Madbury NH selectmen to take from local residents for their own personal self-gain. The newspapers censor my opinion for the fear of what it might do to the powerful special class. My mental and physical service connected disabilities are being used by government entities to stop my free speech.
The ceremonies given to veterans are nice but you have to learn to respect what we did it for and accept us coming home no matter what the atrocities of the war or conflict are. WE did it for the right of any US citizen to have the freedom to speak of government wrongs publicly even if it is the NH Supreme Court being exposed for criminal wrongs. The Constitution has to protect us all equally and that is what it is all about. What is the point of speaking if you do not hear? To censor our words is in conflict with our ability to speak, so what is your point?
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi
465 Packers falls Rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

236 birthday USMC

236 years Marine Corps
236 years of fighting for the USA and the newspapers cannot even print our opinion letters of wrongs in our government. What is wrong? Suicidal, you cannot even mention that without drawing honest remarks to be successful at it. Driving my car last Saturday and a sharp pain down through my head and the left side of my face is completely numb as my cheek muscle vibrates on it’s own. Ten seconds later it is like what is happening. I was fine the rest of the day except moments of disorientation would hit at the oddest times. TBI and PTSD are two of my four service connected disabilities. Three of my four are combat related from my tour in the MC. The Veterans Administration is a joke playing with the medical care of US Military Veterans costing lives. The VA does great support and other things for Veterans across the USA. The VA cannot be allowed to single out a select few and for technical reasons reject or worse Red Flag and the newspapers silence the voice of the US Military Veteran dying on the street. It is the Marine Corps birthday today and Veterans Day tomorrow and for what to come back as second-class citizens.
Repetitive is how some describe my letters. How repetitive is it to day after day suffer with the disabilities gained fighting for your freedom. Any US citizen’s medical care cannot be contingent on not writing opinion letters of government wrongs. The NH Supreme Court cannot have so much power that they can allow brother Judge/attorney violate the Constitution to harm innocent citizens and get away with it. The NH SC cannot refuse to hear a case where a US citizen factually documents and files a case of criminal Constitutional crimes against the peace and dignity of the USA harming the people by a judge/attorney. This story should be plastered across the front page of every paper in the USA repetitively until the wrongs are corrected. 236 years to come home to what fighting to stay alive because suicide is illegal?
Flashbacks, pain, disorientation does not stop this US Marine from moving on. The sharp drilling pain in the side of my head above my left ear at this very moment is a fact this US Marine should not have to write about. Coming back from a flashback in mid air after jumping off a cliff to do that illegal act only to catch my pant leg on the top of a fifty-foot birch tree that safely lowers me to the ground brings repetitive questions why did we come back to a nation that does not want us. Self-pity, crybaby is now our classification as this civilized society will thank us with parades and parties the day after the Marine Corps Two Hundred Thirty sixth. The day is Veterans Day maybe instead of parades just listen and hears what we are saying. Confusion, disorientation I see in this letter but there is nothing so powerful as the truth and this is truly my life. What are we fighting for next stop is Vietnam. To think NH had to let me out of jail as the terrorist charges were bogus.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi
465 Packers falls Rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

Thank You on Veterans Day

Thank You on Veterans Day
US Military Veteran has his opinion letters censored every day of the year as a show of freedom the private business has over the people. What would happen if the veteran took the newspapers to court for violating every citizen of the USA’s right to be an informed voter? The harm the USA does to thousands of US Military Veterans left behind in a system of tangled webs. No one wants to notice the bum on the street for fear of disease or danger. Twenty percent of the (bums) homeless on the streets are US Military Veterans that could not resume life in a civilized society. Rejection by family and friends from the personality change of aggression and lack of emotion is unacceptable. The bright and cheerful youth that entered the US Military with so much future potential returns with disabilities at discharge the military and Veterans Administration use red tape to reject or not see. A divorce and separation from children as the ex claims danger as civilized society fails to recognize the disabilities of what we did. Police and government officials’ incrassate as safety of the public is used gathering support to condemn. The successful kissing butt veteran praises the quality of help and support of society leaving the few behind lost forever. Listening and hearing what we say could make a world of difference in a civilized society where censor and forget rings true.
The VA stops my medical care for combat related disabilities as politicians and society say thank you to veterans on Veterans Day. The Veteran cannot take the case to court for the NH Supreme Court is biased. The NH SC refused to hear a case of a brother Judge/attorney criminally violating the Constitution to harm US citizens intentionally. My trouble started because a family from a different town called to ask a stranger for help. I believe in the USA being a place for the people so I volunteered and helped this family take the case to the NH SC. Discrimination and Conflict of Interest rang so true when the NH SC refused to hear the case and the newspapers refused to inform the people. Character assignation by law enforcement and government officials as retribution to stop my spreading the word among the public is right here in defiance or our Constitution. Freedom of Speech that the newspapers so loudly shout will claim safety to censor the public opinion letters of US Military Veterans that gave everything to ensure Freedom of the Press.
The shame and harm of the VA red flag keeps the disabled veteran away from the medical care or support they so desperately want and need. Communication in this civilized society does not exist if the powerful minority elite cannot see a way to use US Military Veterans hardship for their own self-gain. Newspapers use the truth in a damaging way to motivate the public to sell more papers. I can see reading this opinion letter where it is necessary to censor it. The truth is a powerful weapon that is so clearly white washed with a thank you to gain satisfaction the returning veteran gets what they deserve for protecting and defending the USA.
“There is nothing so powerful as truth” Daniel Webster
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper fi
465 Packers falls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

another View-Veterans Day

Another View-Veterans Day
Paula J. Caplan of public policy program at Harvard’s Kennedy School of Government writes about listening to Veterans stories. Listening has to be to hear without judgment. “Every night, I hear the woman scream” as the first thought is shooting an innocent woman. Shooting before he knew the Iraq woman was wired with dynamite, she could have been innocent. Every war or conflict is the same. In the Vietnam Conflict I killed what appeared to be a 10-yr old VC to get my M-16 back and escape. I was about 17 at the time and looked about 10-yr-old. I was American Advisor on Convoys delivering supplies to friendly camps in the bush of Cambodia. US Citizens call me a baby killer each time but I still see the face every night of that child as the conflict rages from the pride I feel as a US Marine and the need to believe that I fit into this civilized society. I write about the mental and physical disabilities that I received during my MC tour. The editors censor my opinion and others label me a danger for what I have done. The NH government and the Veterans Administration are the leading accusers just behind the editors. It is not just to listen to one or two Veterans but also to hear what we are saying and not leave the ones that you do not like out. Public policy programs have to be based on every individual equally. Lets talk about the homeless veteran or the one that slipped through the cracks with mental or physical disabilities that do not show up for years after discharge. Lets talk about the VA red flag of harm and shame the VA uses to isolate and reject those in most need to be heard. Lets talk about the in conceivable stories told that the civilized society sees as in human act embellished to make the story line. Lets talk about the hardest part of waiting for the mission to start, as thinking about this is the last of life for me. WE have another view here but no one wants to hear for to censor protects the public from some one so dangerous.
NH Governor Lynch wants to honor veterans but he rejects this veteran with out cause. This governor charged me money to speak with him of government wrongs, took my money and never talked to me. I volunteered my time to help a family take a case to the NH Supreme Court. The NH SC refused to hear the case of a brother judge/attorney criminally violate the Constitution to intentionally harm US citizens. My freedom is taken and the VA stops my medical care for combat related disabilities. Public Policy Programs at Harvard’s Kennedy School of Government must learn how to hear what they are listening to. My wife that has lived with me for over thirty years tells me “it has been so long forgetting what happen must have happen by now”. The truth is my flashbacks today are just as real as the day they happen. I just cannot talk about them for the harm public policy will do to me as they perceive the danger my life is to this civilized society.
Veterans Day is so civilized society can believe public policy programs are doing everything they can but they still do not hear as they listen.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper fi

Veterans Day November 11, 2011

Veterans Day November 11, 2011
How can you thank a US Military Veteran on this up coming Veterans Day when you knowingly let the newspapers censor a disabled Veterans opinion letters of government wrongs? A few people tell, claim my letters are repetitive and a danger to the public. The neglected, homeless and disabled veterans praise and encourage me to keep bringing up the wrongs harming veterans with out the public being aware of what the Veterans Administration and our elected officials secretly do to those the public on Veterans Day will call heroes. The VA Red Flag and the claim of safety of the public grants a free hand to cover up the wrongs harming the very citizens that gave their future lives to keep you safe. So few powerful want to censor the words exposing government wrongs to harm and control so many. Newspapers censoring the US Military Veterans words are the greatest harm being inflicted on US Military Veterans across the USA on this Veterans Day.
The NH Government, supported by the VA is using my service-connected disabilities to scare the public. These very government departments stop my medical care to stop my opinion letters. Safety of the public they claim warrants a red flag to inflict shame and hardship on my family and me. What safety of the public warrants the cruelty and harm on any citizen on any day of the year? A US Military Veteran that volunteers his time to help a family from a different town because they called a stranger and asked for help with out hesitation puts his hand out in support. The NH Supreme Court can never be granted the power to harm a disabled Veteran that files a case of criminal constitutional wrongs against one of their attorney/brother judges. The NH SC refused to hear the case; the newspapers censor the public from being informed and the innuendos and harassment from government officials start under the heading of public safety.
The truth is so clearly documented in each of my letters plus government and court papers. Newspapers censoring harm us all. Rejected medical care is documented in my letters the VA reads each day for the only treatment that I can get is if an ambulance takes me to a civilian hospital for emergency care of service-connected at great public expense. I am by far not the only US Military Veteran swept under the rug. Harming veterans for safety is a common practice at the VA.
You cannot honor US Military Veterans on Veterans Day if you do not respect what we did it for. To honor US Military Veterans on this Veterans Day publish our letters and inform the public of our needs. Don’t let New Hampshire get away with it, harming citizens that just happen to be US Military Veterans on this Veterans Day.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi
465 Packers falls Rd Lee NGH 03824 603-659-6217

Sunday News Parade

Sunday News Parade
An unbreakable Bond is the article, teaches and every single US citizen should read. US Military Veterans Past, Present and Future are the heart and back bone of the USA. A child loses every civilized thought and reaction learned when/if that child graduates from boot camp. That child becomes a team member and will do any act possible and many acts conceived impossible to defend and protect the USA and the team. Boot camp is only the introduction to a life necessary but that no person should ever have to live. The safety of the USA becomes a world of people living with nothing and still being happy. People that have never seen a flush toilet or have limited running water give a smile as we pass through their village is the only thank you that they dare give in fear a VC might be near. The first few months the thought of death or a lost limb haunts every thought every second. One-day compliancy with all aspects of life takes over as this world of death and destruction replaces the reality of the real world (USA). Civilized society cannot/will not accept those that come back alive as many are left to squalor on the streets homeless in conditions comparable to the people in the conflict our US politicians sent us too. Veterans day is here again to what if even one US Military Veteran is passed over with out medical care for injuries received on tour. Having a Veterans Admin that chooses a veteran here and there to leave behind is something this team member cannot accept. The unbreakable bond should be a nation that reads this article and realizes we the US Military Veteran are US citizens also that sees life differently than others.
We are not heroes. We are the men and women that want to enjoy the USA and all she has to offer just as those we did it for. When a US Military Veterans volunteers to help a family from a different town that he does not even know because they called and asked for help it maybe that we care. A 100% combat related disabled US Military Veteran has to have the right in this civilized society to tell the NH Supreme Court when they criminally violate our highest law the Constitution. When the NH government and NH SC use government retribution to stop a disabled US Military Veteran’s free speech something is wrong. To stop any US citizen’s medical care is wrong. To stop a 100% disabled US Military Veterans medical care to stop free speech and the news media censors the facts from the public I think back to the smile on that village child’s face with the hope some day we are not there. NH labeled me a mentally dangerous individual to scare the public using my Marine Corps disabilities to harm me. The people of the USA are in titled to understand what the State of New Hampshire is doing to US Military Veterans on this Veterans Day for if you look it is happen in your neighborhood also.
Reading the “Unbreakable Bond” makes me realize that I am not the only one.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi
465 Packers falls Rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

"Veterans Suicide-Ken Smith"

“Veterans Suicide-Ken Smith”
Here is a man that writes many times about Veterans Suicide a subject those NH residents and editors do not want me to talk about. The VA shuns me but that is not because of my PTSD-TBI suicide attempts. The VA shuns me because my VA medical is stopped for all care except show (fluffing my file for public view). The new saying is that I am a whiner from all the letters that I write. I refuse as a citizen of the USA to stop telling the world that the New Hampshire Supreme Court refused to hear a case where a brother judge/attorney criminally violated the Constitution to harm US citizens. It is every citizen’s obligation to stop government wrongs at all costs. I receive nothing as a volunteer helping a family from a different town take a case of government wrongs to the NH SC. The government can never be given the right to stop a US Military Veterans medical care to silence free speech. Government retribution is clearly a crime spelled out in the Constitution our highest law. Ken Smith writes about Veterans Suicide but you refuse to hear some one that is there daily. The harm of censoring opinion is clear in this letter.
A civilized society communicates to avoid the need for violence. The newspapers censor my letters, the government criminally harms my life, the VA stops my medical care and I still refuse to use violence. What is wrong with me? NH Governor Lynch charged me money to tell him of these wrongs, took my money and never talked to me. I still have the written receipt. Public name calling by law enforcement, government officials, editors and citizens such as the USMC Cpl that labeled me a whiner all to isolate me from public knowledge of these wrongs. It is happening to US Military Veterans across the USA but no one will listen. Suicide to escape the silent demons is provoked by no one hearing the US Military Veteran that is unable to be heard. I can write great letters (in my own mind) but to speak to someone is limited by my disability of not hearing from being blown off the runway and my limit memory short/long term from the PTSD/TBI. How does a US Military Veteran not burden the public for the shame and innuendos such a need for help will bring. The VA policy of reject and delay still goes on today as new programs are started to satisfy the public’s quest. The new programs are a cover up for the need is to hear what the veteran is saying not start new programs. Using a 100% disabled veterans medical care as a weapon highlights just how dominant suicide is provoked yet not talked about. Communicate to avoid suicides.
Veterans across the USA and Canada call me daily as each is disabled and rejected by the VA in there need for help. Some talk to me about suicide and I use positive talk and thoughts to stop them. I explain my attempts over the year since I came back come when I am in a flashback. Each phone caller encourages me to continue writing for someone has to let the USA know the thousands of rejected disabled US Military Veterans from every war being delayed or rejected by the very US government department established to help them. The newspapers censoring my letters delays/stops the public hearing the words of veteran’s suicides a subject not talked about. Thank You Ken Smith for helping US Military Veterans as the USMC birthday Nov. tenth and Veterans Day on Nov. eleventh come near.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi
465 Packers falls Rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

Whiner called by USMC Cpl

Whiner called by USMC Cpl
A US Marine Corporal calls me a whiner. He is tired of reading my letters as the newspapers censor my opinion for the danger to society they want the public to believe that I am. My life is turned up side down on the fact that I volunteer my time to help a Madbury NH family being harmed by the local selectmen for retribution and personal gain on the part of said selectmen. My medical care for combat related disabilities is stopped by our US government until I stop writing opinion letters of government wrongs that the newspaper censors. US Citizens like this US Marine calling names are the few but cause the most harm for they do not want to help other US citizens stop government wrongs. I have a Traumatic Brain Injury and PTSD to go along with my broken back and loss of hearing in both ears from being blown off the Runway. This US Marine tells me to shoot myself as a solution to deprive other citizens that want to read my letters from reading them. I get responses from other US Military Veterans across the USA and Canada about the wrongs and neglect inflicted on them by the Veterans administration. I speak to and help homeless and many times discover them to be US Military Veterans that the system has pushed through the cracks to avoid budget. The newspapers censoring my opinion deprive more freedom than this world will ever understand.
This whiner took a case as a volunteer to the NH Supreme Court of Judge Peter Fauver criminally violating the Constitution to enable the Madbury NH selectmen to steal from local residents for personal gain. I am put in jail as a terrorist under the Patriot Act. Law enforcement harasses my family and friends to stop me. Judge Fauver uses the local sheriff to detain me (arrest) as a means of intimidation. These are wrongs that the newspapers refuse to inform their readers about. I have nothing to whine about because I bring this on myself as every thing I do is volunteering to help others. The NH SC refused to hear the case.
Suicide is a close part of my life for I travel into my other world of a life no one should ever see. I survived as a US Marine because I believed in the USA the nation I had no memory of ever being in from my TBI. Many better than I will never get to see the USA again for they lost their lives fighting for it. November Tenth is Marine Corps birthday and the eleventh is Veterans Day no US Military Veteran should be deprived of medical care for any reason especially government retribution. No US Military Veteran should ever have opinion of government wrongs censored no matter how unbelievable they are. Newspapers are transportation of information that allows citizens of the USA to be well informed.
I do not whine I state facts as a volunteer helping other US citizens have a better life and for this my medical care for combat related disabilities is stopped. The public is kept in the dark for someone so dangerous must commit suicide to protect the public. The same laws as you and I bind the NH SC. I ask others to volunteer to help people rather than call names for this will make a better life.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi
465 Packers falls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

Suicide or Murder returnign US Military

Suicide or Murder returning US Military
The wheels just keep turning for what? I am a mentally charged US Marine in a nation or a place escape must be near. Identification, the right to communicate and listen is the silent demons only; vice to understanding what went wrong. My first memory of life is stepping on the base at MCAS El Toro Calif just out of the hospital from my car accident out of boot camp Parris Island SC. No memory at all of any part of my past life from my Traumatic Brain Injury. Every day, every event was something totally new. A child in a candy store of real life US Marine the adventure of a lifetime as ignorant as I was the need to learn grew. The wheels just kept turning as the MC shipped me overseas for my 31-month tour for no one want to accept responsibility for what is wrong. The reality of a civilized society and the eternal adjustment to killing thy enemy before they kill you will clash. One minute killing is the only acceptable routine for the enemy. A lifetime follows where the ones to scared to serve claim the killing was wrong. These people cannot accept us. They praise us and the innuendos reflect the meaning of what is to be accepted secretly for our inhuman actions fighting for freedom. The clash continues as today events ignite survival in real life to what others this day will never see (flashbacks). The monster, the waste of once good potential that turned into a lazy person living on the street off others scraps or worse yet the criminal costing taxpayer money is that US Military Veteran. The wheels keep turning as how does some one with no memory accept which reality is real?
Medical care is denied or do the people in charge cannot conceive total amnesia in the mind of someone just completing 31-months in and out of combat to be real. My three combat related disabilities are ignored (as in the MC they ignored my mental state) no one wants to take responsibility for the cost of treatment. Everyone claims the mental danger of someone so well trained to kill. Police want to harass until arrest can be publicly supported no matter how wrong. The enemy is who ever violate our highest law the Constitution harming anyone US citizens. The Constitution calls for those to be abolished. Reality is not real.
Reality is the VA stops my medical care to stop my opinion letters of government wrongs. A civilized society refuses to communicate with us about government wrongs. Newspapers promote the danger to justify not printing the US Military Veteran willingness to help society understand we did come home. Our opinion letters are censored to limit communication. Death by enemy fire would have been the proper way to die but who knew? Suicide of US Military Veterans is murder by a society that wheels turn to reject rather than help those that fought for your freedom. Who is the enemy? I have everything yet I have nothing as another conflict evolves as VA medical is stopped to stop the voice of freedom of US Military Veterans. No one gets it, so who will take responsibility of a wheel turned the wrong way?
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi
465 Packers falls Rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217