God

May God Forgive me I have to apologize to Lee building inspector, as my attitude toward him was wrong. He stopped me from cutting trees on the waterfront property my wife and I purchased with our life savings to start a place for homeless and or mentally-physically handicapped US Military veterans to live free of charge if needed. The list of expensive tests, boards and designs stretched our limited budget to a state of non-existence that Allen was telling us we needed. Over the years I have always thought of Allan as a friend. Yesterday while talking with him I realized he was doing things that were out of his way not to hurt us but to help me help other veterans have a place to call home. I realized he as most just does not understand. The question Allan asked me was why cabins not a rooming house where three or four can share. It is like the VA building these multi-million dollar structures so homeless veterans can live. These US Military Veterans are homeless because no one understands or comprehends PTSD, TBI or the unpredictable memory of being there. My mind clicked as I was answering with this sentence: eleven-acres was a dream when I saw it as it was near the seacoast, near businesses if the Veterans could eventually work, and the land was big enough so the Veterans could have peace and solitude walking the paths if that is what the road back took, the separate cabins in the woods was because they need a place of their own. Veterans become homeless because of many reasons but one is that our mission is to protect and defend and doing so we cannot let our survival instincts destroy the one’s we love back here in the real world (USA). US citizens believe danger of our unpredictable responses and routine survival instincts is a safety issue and so treat us. I apologize to the Lee building inspector and the editors because citizens like me just do not belong here. The newspapers censor my letters because of the safety issue that my attitude and personality display to a civilized society. I am running for NH State Senate as my desire of Veteran helping veterans trumps my withdrawing for the safety of the community and state. Unless US Citizens stop seeing the perceive danger and stop just listening and try to hear what we are saying spending millions of dollars to house us like cattle was why I answered the Lee building inspector as I did. We the US Military Veteran are US Citizens that see life through the brutal acts of what we did just to try to come home alive. Perceiving us as a safety issue as justification for jail, or any other loss of freedom is why homeless allows US Military Veterans to enjoy the freedom as you that we did it for. My family is grown and my wife realizes my dream of helping other veterans not go through what the VA and NH government has done to me will not happen to other US Military Veterans is why she agreed to let me spend our life savings and mortgage our home to the hilt. You do not have to vote for me for NH State Senate but help me stop the newspapers from censoring and start hearing the needs of those that gave everything for your freedom to exist also in their life or what is left of life for the homeless U.S. Military Veteran. Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi 465 Packers falls Rd Lee NH 03824 603-781-3839