Monday, June 11, 2012

New Hampshire Veterans Hospital, Suicide, Censor Obituary

Censor Obituary
Will the newspapers censor my obituary also? At seventeen I joined the USMC. While American Advisor on convoy across enemy territory the “VC” took me from a friendly village one night. I escaped and killed a child standing guard with a bayonet to get my M-16 back and continue the convoy. I have stood in front of Fighter Jets doing six hundred knots stopping with in fifteen feet of me to signal the pilot that he hooked. I have been blown up and blown off the runway. I have lain silent on the side of a path deep in the bush as the VC patrol passed because I followed orders not to lock and load until eminent danger of death. I have ordered men in my squad to do unreasonable acts, which killed or badly injured them, to be left without care or help until the mission was complete or they died. I came back alive and should not have. I am running for NH State Senate and the newspapers refuse to even acknowledge that I exist in this real world. The USMC trained me not to have feelings or emotions so it was my job. Now this civilized society cannot accept and I cannot forget.
Dem or Rep it does not matter. We are all US citizens protected by a Constitution our government and law enforcement no longer abide by. I have done things most US citizens cannot even conceive as humanely possible. The one think that I cannot do is getting the newspapers to recognize me as a Candidate for NH State Senate and let me tell the voters about me. I was permanently injured four times while I served the USA. Three of my disabilities are combat related. I have hearing problems from explosions and blasts. I have a broken back from one Vietnam offensive. I also have PTSD a mental disorder even VA doctors only perceive to be able to treat if they are approved too do so for each individual veteran. My final disability is TBI, which means my brain is bruised from many damaging actions. The NH government and VA have stopped my VA medical for Combat related disabilities until I stop writing Opinion letters of government wrongs. The newspapers to censor this letter are the silent proof no one will see or hear. They say silent demons rage in my head.
The NH Supreme Court refused to hear a case where Judge Peter Favuer criminally violated the law to intentionally harm US Citizens. This judge for the Madbury NH selectmen’s own personal gains used the law to let them take from local residents as a form of government retribution and the selectmen did not want these individuals living in the selectmen’s town. I volunteer to help this family and government officials to ensure my silence destroy my life. The newspapers believe they are “protecting people with good reputation” as a UL editor once told me. I am running for NH State Senate do citizens like me have a right to do so without government permission. I while in a flashback have many times attempted suicide only to find myself still there so much wanting to come back to the real world “USA”. The truth is suicide is the last thing on my mind for no one will realize that I am dead because the newspapers will not print my Obituary.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper fi
465 Packers falls rd Lee NH 03824 603-781-3839
Candidate for NH State Senate
PS please do not have the VA suicide hotline or the police harass my wife today.

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