A million options comes to gunfire, Madbury NH, DoverNH,

A million options come to gunfire.
I almost committed a successful Suicide last week while in a PTSD Flashback as our VA and NH government have stopped my medical care for combat related disabilities. In a continuous non-violent manner to play the civilized society way of correcting government wrongs my family, friends and self have suffered. The newspapers believe and have demonstrated that my name will not be put in the paper unless it harms my character in the public eye. I am running for NH State Senate and while the editors write every day for my opponent they censor my words. How can this be acceptable in the USA? Maybe my actions to commit suicide are from my TBI disability or a combination of both. Four separate times I was injured during my tour to come back to a civilized society that strips me of my Constitutional rights because government wrongs are the norm today back here in the “world” USA. The Veterans Administration is intentionally violating the law to harm disabled US Military Veterans and no one in this civilized society cares. I keep talking about lying in a benjo ditch waiting for the VC patrol to pass as this and other memory flash through my mind everyday restlessly to have the VAH finger me with the RED FLAG scarlet letter of doom. The reality is there is no way to confirm if I did die in that foreign nation for what is happening back here is not real.
A family out of the blue calls me for help. Volunteering to help people that I just met is everyone’s responsibility to keep the USA great. The Madbury NH selectmen use the trusted power of government to take from local residents for the selectmen’s own gains or profits. Judge Peter Favuver criminally violated the Constitution to cover up these crimes of the Madbury NH selectmen. The NH Supreme Court refused to hear the case because it exposed judicial crimes in the checks and balances of our government. I feel like sticking that bayonet in that child to get my M-16 back and escape while American Advisor on convoy some place in Cambodia that one night was wrong. This must be god paying me back for my actions as a US Marine. I calmly continue my day meeting and greeting other people and no one can tell. The reality is that I can neither confirm nor deny as a sniper round zings past my head if anything is here! This letter makes no since as a positional NH State Senator is denied from the public by those assigned to stop danger before it is free.
The VA will read this letter and harass my family with suicide hotline phone calls and eventually have law enforcement come to take me away to incrassate. I am a 100% disabled combat related US Marine Veteran they stopped medical care for. The silent demons of coming back to the world are real as if reality really exists. To say freedom is letting a disabled US Marine run for any election in the USA as long as the voters are kept ignorant illustrates what freedom of the press has become.
A million options come to gunfire as under orders on convoy not to lock and load until eminent danger of death is the reality of a conflict run by politicians.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi
465 Packers falls rd Lee NH 03824 603-781-3839