Trust

Trust
My trust in the VA does not exist. How can a patient not be able to tell the doctor or the hospital staff medical conditions pertinent to the combat related service connected 100% disabilities with out fear of losing freedom or being medicated against one’s will and it be called treatment? Yesterday my mind was different every step of the way. I was here, but not all the way. Sitting waiting for appointments at the VA Hospital for appointments that had nothing to do with my disabilities my mind just kept flashing. My expressions and actions most likely seemed as a lot of other veteran’s daily. These other veterans were and are most likely afraid or understand not to let the VA know too much for it will be the end of our freedom and ability to live a life. The VA under the call “Safety” will Red Flag a person that gave everything to keep the USA free. Security can be called and the patient medicated. Under the rule safety the patient has no rights to privacy. It does not matter if the patient did or did not do anything. The government has control of all service available and makes the rules. Disabled Veteran’s have limited care, limited income and limited medical to live so what is our options. The VA can loose a file, diagnose wrong to disqualify a veteran, and make the doctor give different than called for medication and much worse with no one knowing about these wrongs. I cannot get treated for my service connected disabilities but to fluff my medical file I get appointments for other things. This is all hard to believe but many, many veterans go through this and newspapers refuse to inform the readers for fear of government retaliation or harming public officials with good reputation as one editor told me. Trust in who, can be a question?
No one noticed or cared about the problems while at the VA Hospital in Manchester NH that disrupted my life yesterday. I could not tell any one and had to fight from entering my other world at all cost while at the VA yesterday. I do have to thank the Suicide Hotline for all the calls to my answering machine yesterday. It is hard to say with the number of calls if it was caring or harassment, but I will think it was for the better.
How do US Military Veterans inform the public if we are considered a danger and the newspapers for the safety of the community censor our opinion of government wrongs? There can be no trust when the VA will do tests on a US Military Veteran for NH DMV retaliation at a moments notice but refuses to treat the disabilities received defending this great nation USA.
Until the people learn of the harm newspapers censoring the opinion of the people is having trust will never be. Harming US Military Veterans is more common that the public believes. This letter will be termed written by a mentally unstable person with issues and disqualified for public reading. It is called censor.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi
465 Packers falls Rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217