Medal of Freedom

Medal of Freedom
I wish that I could be angry and violent. The blood gushing from my nose as the beating in my head increases as my heart rate does. My mind is spinning. I came so close to just dropping on the Durham sidewalk. There was nothing there. It became as if I was floating in space unable to see or touch anything. Now the waitress says something and my body is in a chair having coffee at the local place. There is no explanation of how I got here. The blank space just fills the air. The VA calls it PTSD and wants to try medication on me. No one will identify what is wrong. NH DMV can get the VA to do tests to take my drivers license but the disabled veteran cannot get help. My opinion letters of government wrongs are censored to protect the public from the danger the NH government and newspapers claim that I am. The VA uses medication to stop my freedom of speech sounds right.
The VA stops my medical care until I stop writing letters of government wrongs. The newspapers refuse to print my letters telling of these wrongs. The VA restarts my medical but with a Red Flag to (for safety reasons) allow the medical providers to give substandard or limited care with in the law. I ran last election for NH State Senate and the newspapers refused to print my letters explaining my platform to the voters. I am running again for NH State senate and the same is going on. This is the United States of America as the world turns. Anger and Violence is a person driven to accept all civilized means of correcting the wrongs will not work.
A high school drop out joins the Marine Corps at seventeen. I stand as a volunteer helping people have a better life. A drop out presents a case to the NH Supreme Court of criminal wrongs committed by Judge Fauver to intentionally harm US citizens. The NH SC refuses to hear the case to protect a brother judge. The newspapers refuse to print my letter of government wrongs. NH government puts me in jail as a terrorist. State and local police harass my family and friends to isolate me. I wish that I could be angry and violent to please our trusted government leaders. We need to give Medal of Freedom to Bush, Miller and Lieberman to recognize these men for the imaginary great that they have accomplished. Anger and violence is the wrong way to get out of this benjo ditch. Just do as trained and wait for the mission is more important. I wish that I could accept that which I do not understand. The Marine Corps tells me to Kill, yet a civilized society tells me that Killing is wrong. The conflict of a 100% disabled US Marine we got to get out of this place next stop is Vietnam. It was just playing on the Thai Drivers radio.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi
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