Voice of elected school board member

Voice of elected School Board member
God is punishing me for coming back alive. What a bazaar statement for anyone individual to believe God really cares. The in human, uncivilized acts as a US Marine standard inflicted on other people for what? I have since the day that I woke up in a Military hospital placed the USA first even above my family and friends. It is like a bad joke. No memory forever of before the accident to be sent off to foreign soil to fight for a nation I did not know. Living for years like a pig, doing in human cruel acts to destroy other’s on a daily bases wondering if the entire world was like this. With out emotion ordering men under me to do inconceivable missions at a cost of their safety and most likely their lives. To take orders from those above me, to commit uncivilized actions at a cost of my own life without delay to defend a nation that I had no memory of at all as a US Marine. If there was a God it most certainly never would let any human live and eat like a deployed US Marine and if it did never let us come back alive to be rejected by the citizen we did it for.
The unemotional mind built on PTSD from the daily trauma of a conflict. The TBI damage rerouting the PTSD to scary places unknown or seen by civilian doctors that have no idea how to treat. The motivation to remember from the daily-untreated pain from the broken back received during a Vietnam offensive. The isolation caused by the damaged hearing in both ears from the explosions and jet blast of another Vietnam offensive. We come home to rejection. A civilized society that knowingly treats US Military Veterans like this taking our freedom of speech. To take our medical care to stop our opinion letters of government wrongs and then stops public communication to silence our words for a ignorant public is God’s punishment for what we did.
I am running for Oyster River School Board and my opinion letters are censored every day. A Madbury family being harmed by the selectmen of their town asked me for help. I volunteered my time to take a case to the NH Supreme Court of crimes against our Constitution by Judge Peter Fauver. Favuer used the law to enable the Madbury selectmen to take from local resident for the selectmen’s own self gains. The public is censored from the truth and the NH SC refused to hear the case because it was a brother judge they would have to rule against. The newspapers and news media censor my running for ORSB for fear my voice may be heard informing the public of these criminal wrongs by trusted government officials.
It does not matter if I am mental and a danger. If elected ignorant voters will not know the truth and that is the harm of the newspaper censoring the truth through biased reporting of the facts. An ignorant public caused columbine and all the other school shooting. What a scary thought God punishing us all for my coming back alive from the Vietnam Conflict to a civilized society that will not accept us for the uncivilized actions committed defending and protecting our Constitution.
The Voters have a right to know from my own words of what I am!
Peter Macdonald Semper Fi
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