DAV help wanted ?

DAV help wanted
The DAV called me today to inform me that they got my apology letter and that they accept my apology. The DAV wants to know what I want for help. I do not know. Maybe look at the government wrongs and correct them so they do not happen to another US Military Veteran. I know that I wish that when in a flashback and attempt suicide that it would come true. May be that is the solution the DAV helps me complete the mission of suicide. I forget things. My manner of informing others scares people into believing the government’s retribution assessment of my character to be a danger to the public and there is no way around it. I go out of my way to help people every day yet I am lost in a world that I do not belong. I can write letters (to be informed they) make no since so what is real. I could not talk to the DAV rep when he called as my head hurt and my temper to snap would make him with draw the DAV accepting my apology. 100% disabled US Military Veterans can never have their medical care for combat related disabilities stopped as a force to prevent the veteran from writing opinion letters of government wrongs. A 100% disabled US Military Veteran should never have to apologize to get help. My disabilities are real; it is my life that is not.
The DAV could see that my letters of government wrongs are printed in the newspaper to let the general public see the NH way. The DAV could expose the NH VA stopping my medical care to stop my letters. The DAV could ask governor Lynch about charging a 100% disabled veteran money to tell the governor of government wrongs then never make the meeting. The DAV could ask why NH put a 100% combat related disabled US Marine in jail as a terrorist taking his freedom for six months before dropping the bogus charges and why no one spoke up to help me. The DAV could ask it self what purpose are they themselves. The DAV never helped.
It does not take brains to be a United States Marine but civilized society sure depends on the US Military in time of war. I am depressed at this very moment. The head and back pain is like pushing me down into a funnel. Hopelessness and the every reminder block my vision making it impossible to see how to get out of this place. Next stop is Vietnam. Just another rejected US Military Veteran.
The head trauma taking my memory forever caused me to wonder if the entire world was like this. Killing other people just because you had order to. Was it real then or real now? I refuse to use violence back here in a civilized society am I wrong? Am I a danger as they say for using peaceful solutions to try to make the USA a better place for all equally? Can I really be back in the “real world”?
Trust is a two way street. If the DAV has to ask how to help a 100% disabled US Military Veteran with combat related disabilities there is something wrong with this entire civilized society. It is just as the newspapers refuse to print my opinion of government wrongs under the classification of danger to the public safety. I have everything including the nation I fought for rejecting me. Don’t waste your time DAV on helping this old man. Take your efforts and make sure this does not happen to today’s returning US Military Veterans. Another Censored US Military Veteran. What have we become as a nation of we the people?
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi
465 Packers falls rd Lee NH 03824 603-781-3839