DAV apology

DAV apology
It is no excuse but yesterday a NH DAV official called me about my letter and I do not remember the specifics but I believe I was rude or at the very least not hospitable. I apologized from the deepest part of my heart. Yesterday was just a very bad day. Pain and dangerous thoughts filled my head as it is hard to explain that what I myself do not understand. I will be sixty years old on my next birthday and mature enough to have gotten over living as a 17 yr-old US Marine fighting as if it was today. I associate and live daily life as if this is all real back here in the world (USA) as camouflage since the day I set foot back in this world (in 74) has been my achievement to keep family and friends from seeing a weak US Marine. My US Military disabilities has allowed government officials and law enforcement to make the public believe that I am dangerous as retribution for opinion letters of government wrongs. They tell you I am dangerous but stop my VA medical care, then restart it as if they are really treating me. The care given today is substandard and limited to other areas leaving my combat related disabilities to fester and grow as if a monster is with in me. The checks and balance of reading my medical file supports the VA as treating me. I do support the doctors and medical staff as not knowing if my symptoms are real for having never seen the reality of where I have been and done, it to them is most likely no true. TBI and PTSD make me forget and remember things at strange sequences. What is real and what is not still is not an excuse to be rude to anyone.
No one hears my words because the government does not want the public to realize the NH Supreme Court Violated the Constitution to protect one of the courts own judges. The NH SC refused to hear a case presented to them of criminal wrongs by Judge Peter Favuer. The newspapers believe silencing my opinion of government wrongs is the best manner to keep the public ignorant. The checks and balance of government has failed and they are using a disabled US Marine’s medical care for combat related disabilities to control and defeat. This is not a hateful or angry letter, this is a US Marine trying to explain why help is not available.
They will tell you I am paranoid and a danger but fail to tell you my medical care for all intents and purpose has been stopped. Ask why if the news media believe communication is a civilized society’s way to solve problems avoiding violence why do they censor my opinion? Ask why I can continuously write of these wrongs and there is no legal manner to stop me.
The reality is I came back to the real world alive at a determent to a civilized society that just does not want us. Not being welcome cannot be an excuse to be rude to the DAV that called me. I hope you accept my words.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper fi
465 Packers falls rd Lee NH 03824 603-781-3839