Reaching for the Veterans Administration

Reaching for the Veterans Administration
There is no help. Survival is all on your own needs, wants and abilities. The only part that requires thought is that I volunteer since coming back in seventy-four so that what the men and women servicing in our military to protect and defend our Constitution with their lives is not in VAIN. I was at the VA Hospital the other day unable to walk in a straight line for I was so dizzy. A nurse asked me so I told her how dizzy my head was. She offered me a wheel chair and I said No and that ended the conversation. I had a skin Dr. appointment with a Doctor that is caring about the patients. I only moved when he was not looking so that the VA would not take my freedom. A disabled US Military Veteran unable to get medical care until I stop writing opinion letters of government wrongs. I can see skin Doctors or any other doctor as long as it is not treating my service connected disabilities. The VA is fluffing my medical records for public satisfaction that medical care is given. I have a dream life in all people’s eyes. My kids are grown and my wife is at work. I am alone in this place as my head is spinning so fast. I try lying down but the convoy, as American advisor where I took the boys life to escape won’t leave my mind. I only speak of this in my opinion letters for no one needs to know what wrongs I did while servicing in the MC. Does it come down to as the Arab boy committed suicide on the government steps a while back to get help for the Arab nations a US Marine must commit suicide at the Veteran Administration to get help for US veterans?
My object is only one letter a day but with my head spinning and unable to lye down my solution to enduring the day is writing. I wrote earlier about Raymond Brunelle from Rollinsford NH that served in the Korean War. The newspapers censor my letters for this US Marine is not welcome back here in the world so ask why do I write. I write to produce a record that the VA will have an impossible time disputing. Communication is the way a civilized society solves problems with out violence. The VA believes that they control US Military veteran’s lives if we want medical care for our disabilities. The newspapers believe it is not their responsibility to inform the public of government wrongs about criminal government matters if it is a veteran depleting the budget. Even in this state of mind being careful of what I say is a must to keep the State and Local Police from harming my family and friends lives with harassment to isolate me more.
There is no help for people like me. The VA looks for ways to take my drivers license and my freedom for medical reasons to aid the NH government trying to stop my opinion letters of government wrongs. The newspapers refuse to publish my opinion, as they want the public to believe the danger to the public that they tell you I am. A mental case, amnesia, PTSD, head pain and many more obstacles that (me) volunteers every day to help other US citizens. Censor my letters to keep the public ignorant for we can only dream of what actions may come in the future. A civilized society communicates to solve problems avoiding violence. There is no help when no one will talk and medical care becomes the government weapon to stopping those that use freedom of speech at their own free will.
Freedom of the Press is printing the opinion of government wrongs at US Military Veterans. This is the state of mind leading to my other world PTSD.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi
465 Packers falls rd Lee NH 03824 603-781-3839