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Thanks VA SHL
A warm Thank you to the VA Suicide Hot Line for the call to my home yesterday. I assume that the call was just a continuation of the harassment to stop my writing opinion letters of government wrongs. I was deep in one of my flashbacks waiting silently in a ditch as the enemy passed. Some place in the bush of Laos or Cambodia as American Advisor on convoy. I was alone heading back to the friendly village where my drivers were spending the night. It is different because I was in both worlds at the same time. Realizing that I was here and there death was the only way to make since. Jumping out of the benjo ditch firing my M-16 and killing as many as I could. It would be my death and my existence assumed MIA but it would be over and the future would have to be better than this place. My clip still in the pouch under orders not to lock and load until eminent danger of death would take to long to consider. The phone rang with the sweetest voice talking to me. Who ever she was, her voice and attitude on the phone brought me back to yesterday. I hung up the phone to find a rope with a loose fitting slipknot in the other hand for which I though was my M-16. I saw beautiful round-eyed girls as this VA lady brought me back with a voice only heaven could create. Her voice and attitude deserve a thank you even if she is a VA employee.
A warm thank you but now she will have to contend with the VA and the Red Flag issue. My VA medical was stopped because I will not stop writing letters of government wrongs. A Red Flag was placed on my file about a year later as my VA medical was restarted. The Red Flag causes fear in medical care providers causing substandard or limited medical care. The newspapers believe disabled veterans are a danger to society so they refuse to print my letters of government wrongs. NH and the VA are seeking and doing acts of retribution to protect their self-interest at the expense of our Constitution. My speaking of the NH Supreme Court refusing to hear a case of criminal wrongs by judge Peter Fauver as a cover up to protect a special class of society is why our trusted government officials are doing this. A sweet voice with a positive attitude brought me back will the VA and our government go after her for preventing my death. Talking is a civilized society’s manner to solve problems I have been told.
A private business called the newspaper believes it has the right to censor letters to protect a special class of society. I hope the newspaper will at least let this lady and all the others with a positive attitude have a thank you from this one US Marine Veteran that is classified as a danger. I am caught in two worlds where silence is a must if the government is going to allow me to exist. A warm thank you to this VA lady from the VA Suicide Hotline for bringing me home this time.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper fi
465 Packers falls Rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217