Freedom lost

Lost Freedom
Freedom cannot be real if taken for granite. Are the staff writers on the Veterans Today Web Magazine even US Military Veterans? Citizens will support government wrongs even when it is hurting other humans. Newspapers will censor the opinion of readers thought to be a danger so isolation and a scarlet letter fills the minds of the ignorant to harm the veteran. How do you stay silent and inform the world you just got to get me out of this place. I can talk about depression and how useless life is but that is not what is in my head. What is wrong cannot be real for no one else can see it. I am blind with no memory but my eyes can still see. The USA has laws that only apply to those that the government wants them to. No one will believe wrongs if no one want to see. Confusion fills my mind. I am travelling down that deep tunnel. My mind is circulating my actions at a rate so fast my entire life that I can remember passes over and over as the campfire flickers in the dark. A poke here or a jab as the ridicule in a strange language is felt as I question if this is even real. A friendly village seems so far away at this moment. The more rice wine the two drinks the harder each pokes get. I hear the third one walking off in a distance on guard talking out loud to himself. I feel so proud that I finely earned the right to be a US Marine. The night dwindles on as wine induced sleep slowly lets my hands loosen up the rope with out them noticing. Picking up my bayonet slipping past the sleeping two to get my M-16 back from the guard. A child younger than my seventeen walks past me in the dark still talking to him self. Placing my hand over his mouth and slipping the bayonet up under his ribs in a twisting motion brings pride to my life. I am flashing back in a deep tunnel holding the question if freedom is real. I keep repeating the words “next stop is Vietnam.
Wow another day I am back. The VA knows that I am service connected; combat related 100% disabled from my tour in the Marine Corps. The VA stops my medical care to teach me to obey government official’s orders to stop writing opinion letters of government wrongs. My VA medical is re started under a Red Flag to entice medical care providers for their own safety to give substandard or limited medical care. The newspapers refuse to print my opinion letters in complete defiance of our Constitution; with the belief a private business can hurt the US citizens “It is the editors right”. Under the theory of the newspapers, VA and NH government the average citizen cannot question the actions of the NH Supreme Court on Constitutional actions that harm the individual. The NH Supreme Court covered up Judge Peter Fauver using the law to enable the Madbury selectmen to criminally decide which local residents are allowed to live in their town. This family asked me for help so I volunteer my time.
I at any time flip into my other world. MY medical care is token visits to the VA only to demonstrate to the public care is given. A 100% disabled US Marine’s words are not good enough for the news to publish for they say I am a danger. My opinion because it questions the NH Supreme Court is Taboo. My will power to not let what so many over the history of the USA gave be in VAIN because society believes the NH Supreme Court cannot make a mistake. Freedom must be thought of, as Granite for it must stand strong for every individual equally.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi
465 Packers falls Rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217