Veterans word, Rod Doherty, Fosters, Manchester Union Leader, John tabor Seacoastonline

Day on the Couch I wrote yesterdays letter while in pain from my back injury received as I participated in the first of the two Vietnam Offensives while over seas. There is no end if the newspapers refuse to tell their faithful readers the opinion of the people on government wrongs. Veteran helping Veterans as my head spins in discomfort from my head pulsating pain to the beat of my heart is hard to accept. The term death as defined as lack of life as the Veteran Administration at 275 Chestnut St refuses treatment for my combat related and service-connected disabilities. I can get medical care for any other test or treatment to fluff my medical file (in case of investigation) but just not for what your freedom cost me. The VA is committing a grave wrong as they ignore or reject many US Military Veterans on safety or other issues. Homeless veterans because the war torn human being cannot follow the maze of protocol required by our government to get help. Blood will burst out of my nose at the most in opportune time today as it always does when my head beats to the rate of my heart. There is a few seconds warning, as several drops of blood will roll out of my left eye first. The VA doctor at the Somersworth VA when I described it to him told me to keep my finger out of my nose. This is common practice for some VA doctors to discourage US Military Veterans not to come back. Most VA doctors and Staff go above and beyond in helping the Veteran. The Red Flag is another story used under the term safety leaves the disabled Veteran with out care because the symptoms of the disabilities are what the VA persecutes us for. The Red Flag is dangerous because its secret purpose is to humiliate and discourage the very US Military Veteran that without treatment will be the next homeless veteran on the streets of NH and the USA. I took drugs yesterday something that I am totally against unless it is a last resort to the pain. Drugs removed the silent demons from my thoughts yesterday, as I lay unconscious on the couch. It felt so good to finally see what sleep was like. The though of ending life with drugs is a peaceful view in the long road back to living in a civilized society. No one can see the need for the Veteran Resort-Chapel if the news media censors the truth from its reader and viewers. No one can see that I am running for NH State Senate if the news media censors to create ignorant voters. No one sees the consequences of damage done to disabled veterans as the homeless veteran population approaches one thousand in NH alone. I read in the newspapers and hear top officials how there should not be any homeless veterans any where in the USA. Then secretly they conspire to do this to us. The police lab in Massachusetts clearly demonstrates innocent people are hurt by government wrongs and that is why it is so important for the news media never to censor the opinion of the people on government wrongs. I have fallen off of the stool twice so far this morning from the pain in my back and head making me delusional. I am going to end here and take some more drugs and see if I can sleep longer. Thank You Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi 465 Packers falls rd Lee NH 03861 603-781-3839