walking disability pass taken for punishment

Disability Walking Pass taken for punishment.
Newspapers refuse to print my letters. The government refuses to speak with me of government wrongs. Law enforcement harasses my family and friends to isolate me to provoke illegal action. The VA suicide Hotline continuously calls to intimidate into Killing my self. A VA doctor stops my disability-walking pass because I walk three to four miles a day. What is the limit? How far must I go before my kettle breaks? Ethical, Moral, legal where, what, when, and why seems to be out of reach to reality. I have four service-connected disabilities. Three being combat related from the missions I served. Some times my disabilities do not even show and I am just like any other person. Many times my disabilities make me a pain ridden, person that cannot even pick up a pencil and walk. It is as if I am in a strange world that made a mistake accepting me back. It is not just I! In Texas the all white jury found a white cop innocent of beating an unarmed black child lying on the ground with his hands over his head. Six or more Police officers kicked and beat a child lying hopelessly on the ground because they suspected him of committing a robbery and running. Cops are to enforce the law. A Judge and Jury decide if the savagely beaten black child committed a crime and should be punished not the white cops. I have volunteered for over thirty years every day helping people on the street that I do not even know have a better life. I do it because I came back alive when so many better than I died in combat just so things like this do not happen here in the USA. If wrongs like this do happen in the USA correcting government wrongs is the protocol as defined by our Constitution? I have attempted suicide many times over the thirty plus years since I have been back. Never successful as if it is like the eternal benjo ditch in Cambodia, as the gooks pass is the opposite place of heaven where all US Marines are destined for what we did. It makes no since.
Newspapers the guardian of the truth to inform the public has not and will not print articles or opinion letters of me unless they harm my character. Letters of criminal government wrongs are ignored and censored by the news. Law enforcement harassment and intimidation has become common. The NH Supreme Court has grown so powerful they can diminish the Constitution at will if it is to protect a brother judge. Judge Peter Fauver criminally violated the constitution and the case was presented with documented facts to the NHSC. They refused to hear the case. My VA medical care for combat disabilities is stopped until I stop writing opinion letters of government wrongs. The newspapers imply that I am a mental case but ignore the fact the VA has stopped my Medical Care for combat PTSD and TBI to insure criminal wrongs are done by me to incrassate or cause my suicide.
My medical records document that I warrant a disability-walking pass as I have four US Military disabilities that impair my movement. Do you get it? There has to be some way out of this eternal benjo ditch. Who will know or care I took my own life, it is not like anyone back in the world will ever find me. Some one should inform the Union Leader Dan Webster was wrong. Truth is not the most powerful weapon.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi
465 Packers falls Rd Lee NH 03824 603-781-3839