Bruce Cilley called me
I have to complement that Bruce Cilley called me in response to my letter. We had a good conversation about many subjects after coming back to the world from the hated conflict. I am not a nut or a danger as the newspapers and government officials want the public to believe. I have disabilities received during my tour in the USMC. I hope Bruce got that from our talk. The restaurant in Durham lets me make my own coffee when they are not open. Stores that I buy my newspaper or other things tells me if I forgot my wallet or have no cash in it: to if I think of it pay next time that I am in. It just amazes me that every day I volunteer to help people just to make life better for and they respond as they realize whom I am that they had the wrong impression of me. Some members of the public actually fear me from what the newspapers tell them or manipulate the truth to imply. A Mr. Reese wants to help me get my VA medical back. My VA medical has been restored to make the file in case of investigation show it. To get help for my service-connected disabilities is the joke. This entire world is a joke. I never fought in Vietnam. I was TAD there several times on missions. My one confirmed kill was while American Advisor on convoys across Thailand, Laos and Cambodia. The kill was just outside a friendly village we stopped for the night at deep in the “bush” of Cambodia. The joke is my kill was only a child guarding the campsite with my M-16. I killed him to get it back and escape. Most of my time was spent behind the perimeter wire safe just waiting for anything to happen. I was so scared while on the eight convoys because no one spoke American and I had no memory from the TBI. What a strange world advisory to armed men driving loaded trucks through hostile territory that did not speak the same language and I had no memory at all of the USA my own nation. The VA suicide hotline calls me almost daily to check on me but when I ask for help the say that is not there job. I asked the VA doctor for a new back brace for my broken back but that will never come. I write complaint letters to the VA higher ups and by law they must respond but they never do. NH Governor Lynch charged me money to tell him of government wrongs and I paid but never talked with him. PTSD and TBI are the world that I live in from my time in the USMC defending a nation that I do not remember. The broken back and limited hearing in both ears come from defending the USA from the enemy.
People will say this letter is repetitive but let me tell you. Mr. Reese wants to help me. No one can for I am not doing this for me. The VA will tell you the wrongs they inflicted on Veterans in the past has been corrected. It has not. Years from now the VA will once again tell you the same thing. The NH government uses retribution against citizens that do not obey the politician’s commands.
My point is I cannot escape from the convoys because you are correct what is happening to me does not happen to anyone in the real world. Bruce Cilley the husband of the next governor of NH called me at home to just talk. I want to say thank you but for what? Who can I be?
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi
465 Packers falls rd Lee NH 03824 603-781-3839
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