Debacle in NH

I have no answer
The newspapers refuse to print an opinion letter by a disabled US Marine asking for help. Can there be a justifiable reason?
Peaceful means, communication, talk out the problems to avoid violence in a civilized society. Ignored, rejected, a worthless piece of garbage to be sent out with the trash. No wonder why the human mind breaks down and the violent actions take place even when the person does not want to do the uncivilized actions to stop government wrongs when no one else hears you. People look at me and actually tell me that I am not disabled. People give me a disgusting look and many times loudly send derogatory remarks at me if I use a Handicapped spot so everyone in the parking lot takes notice. My medical care from the Veterans Administration has been stopped until I stop writing opinion letters of government wrongs. Granted I can go to the VA Hospital for care just not for my medical disabilities three of the four from Combat related actions. Our government refers about a danger, and me, as mentally unstable to society but will not listen to my complaints. A dumb US Marine can never correct wrongs by the Justices of the NH Supreme Court. I volunteer to help other people how can I be violent in the very nation my disabilities came from defending and protecting.
Judge Peter Favuer criminally violated the Constitution to harm US citizens. The NH Supreme Court refused to hear the case presented to them for it was of a brother judge committing criminal wrongs. NH took my freedom for six months under the Patriot Act declaring that I was a terrorist. Four days before trial the charges are dropped. State and local police harass my family and friends and the county sheriff intimidates me to invoke violent actions to once again take my freedom. I cannot build a violent rage for with my mental state telling me to belong back here in the world “USA” following the rules is a must. I have to be garbage a social out cast that will never be allowed to find home. No one has the ability to see what traumatic Brain injury does to the memory. I do not fit the norms to what someone with my disabilities being what I am. You back here call it PTSD as the pride in my memory of my actions to kill and destroy brings a character no one back in the real world will hear as they try to listen.
Confusing, sentences that make no since, Depression, as the Department of Veterans Affairs pushes for my suicide to complete the cover up of government wrongs. I think of suicide every single day and have tried it many times while reliving my actions as a US Marine. I do not want your sympathy. I want you to see the thousands of US Military Veterans wronged by the Department of Veterans Affairs for stupid reason then lost in the wind as a cover up.
The Documented paper work exists in my case for I established a paper trail from the NH Supreme Courts criminal act to the VA intentional acts to harm US Military Veterans asking for help.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi
465 Packersfalls Rd Lee NH 03824 603-781-3839