NH Gov please look at me, Homeless US Military veteran in nH

NH Gov. Please look at me I am the homeless US Military Veteran on the street where I know that I belong for this is my home just to have come back alive. During my time in and out of combat my rights to live in a civilized society took second place as the beast in me took over to ravage in inhuman acts on other human beings just to survive. Then having come back alive I gave no respect to the woman that I loved giving commands in daily life where a gentle request was all that was called for. My children learned to hate from my directions for them to enter society and have a good future were camouflaged by my unforgiving use of authority to control rather than help to grow. My college education upon discharge from the US Military got me good jobs until my ever-growing episodes of flashing back to those times inspired hate and rejection from friends and other workers around me. Time and time again my wife, family, friends and others accepted my actions from my recent return from over there. Years later my flash backs continue and the forgiveness grows shallow for the past should have made those that were “in Country” forget and be normal as that child that left from high school to fight on foreign soil to protect and defend this USA did not come back. To have come back alive when so many better than I did not makes my home on the street my place to now protect those we did it for from what I have become. A reject: because the Vietnam Conflict veteran tries to come back where riots and protests slam us for what we did. Newspapers refuse to tell our side in articles or opinion letters telling us the inhuman acts do not belong back here. Prosecution of those that let the dirty little secrets out teach those in the future rounds that have returned to keep the silent demons inside and appreciate and accept what little we can get just fore being allowed to have come back alive. Dropped into a society with untreated disabilities from our time over there go untreated as we try to fit back in a nation that cannot see where we are or have been. I am not homeless any more but over 600 hundred of my US Military family in NH alone are. My words to try to help as many as I can will be censored by the news media for the danger to society you all believe we that came back alive are. The cabins in the woods for US Military homeless Veterans on the eleven-acre lot at 101 Stepping Stone rd Lee NH is my wife and my efforts to stop the harm inflicted on those that came back alive. It is not just the Vietnam Conflict as even today’s US Military Veterans fall into the same trouble. US Military Veterans of every war have lost sight, as this society does not see where we are. It may be only a small percentage lost as most US Military Veterans like me find a way and live the good life. No one that served in the US Military can be treated in this way so stated in this letter. This is my letter to ask not for money but help telling the citizens of NH we in Lee NH are trying to help those that do not ask but could use a little caring from those we did it for. Our Government has to recognize to put a danger sign over our heads and censor our opinion letters of the truth only perpetuates the situation to ensure those coming back today and in the future will be the same. It takes a leader to help make change. Let the NH Executive Council be that leader. Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi 465 Packers falls Rd Lee NH 03824 603-781-3839