Citizens Bank and abi Innovation Hub

Citizens Bank and abi Innovation Hub The citizens Bank is providing $60 thousand to help homeless across NH. I am not looking for your money but to make my cabins in the woods for homeless US Military Veterans in NH successful, help is needed and graciously accepted. Help in the way of ideas and management to be a success. I will be honest I am 100% disabled from the USMC. I say this because this letter is meant for the Citizens Bank and abi Innovation Hub. I have and innovative idea with the eleven-acres of waterfront property at 101 Stepping Stone Rd Lee NH that my wife and I just purchased with our life savings for the sole purpose of cabins in the woods for homeless US Military Veterans to live rent free until they get back on their feet if ever. These cabins will be 12’x24’ for single person homes. A place for these men and women that came back with mental and or physical disabilities or just have flashbacks unrecognized by the Veterans Administration making them live on the streets. I want paths through the woods for if time alone or a place to enjoy what life is left can pass peacefully without non-caring public comments. A Chapel on the property where these men and women can talk to who ever they want or just to spend time in a building they feel safe. I read in the paper about the Citizens Bank and the abi Innovation Hub trying to communicate to the public the ideas of helping the homeless. The newspapers refuse to inform the public of the homeless Veterans in NH and a disabled US Marine’s need to help these citizens. This is a non-profit registered with the State of NH as Veteran Resort-Chapel. To the editors it does not matter that we are using our own money to avoid the public assuming we are doing this for profit. I have volunteered almost every day since coming home in 74 helping other citizens. I refuse to take any form of payment except a verbal thank you if extended for helping other U.S. Citizens. The spot for the first cabins and the Chapel have been cleared and we have a state approved septic design. The cabins will be Green as in composite toilets and energy efficient. The town of Lee and the State do not recognize Composite Toilets without a variance and an expensive application process. We wasted $2000.00 just to get started clearing the lot and putting the driveway in. The useless government protocol to get started delayed us so the footings for the first cabins and the drilled well will not get put in until March or April 2013. That is OK as it gives us time to look for a backhoe or skid steer at a reasonable price. It also gives us time to get a formal blueprint of the cabins and a material list. The process of the editor’s to censor our words cripples’ public support and help. Ignorant readers of NH newspapers have become the ethical practice of the News Media in NH. I have no idea where this letter is going other than my mind needs to write it. I came back and was dropped into a world that I did not belong. My first few years were on and off homeless with out any medical care at all. The Veterans Administration is a cruel government department to those US Military they can place in the crack out of public awareness. My wife and I want to give homeless US Military Veterans a place to call home rent-free. A non-profit idea needs your help. The cruelest part of life is the editors censoring helping those that protect Freedom of the Press they now see as useless drains on civilized society. Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi 465 Packers falls rd Lee NH 03824 603-781-3839

Union Leader NH censors this letter

Truth lies deep Almost unable to be seen again is just how deep the truth seems to lie. My suicidal tendency for the past week has been high. It is not because I want to die. No it is from my Marine Corps disability called PTSD. House bound unable to walk but short distances without pain so high from my broken back another Vietnam conflict disability from the MC making me almost crazy. The Veterans Administration gets these letters same as the newspapers and thousands of politicians and power hungry elite people. It is hard to believe that in the USA any person’s medical care is dependent on if we obey the orders of government officials in high places. The newspapers believe a danger exists by not printing this US Marines letters of government wrongs to protect leaders with good character as the editor of the Union Leader has told me. The office of the New Hampshire Governor has refused to speak with me on government wrongs even though a few years back I paid money and still have the receipt to speak with the Governor one on one. I ran for election this past season only to have the newspapers censor my opinion letters and limit any articles written that contained my name. I did a debate with my opponent in Portsmouth to have a biased article describing a fiction account of the real debate to harm my character. Another MC disability is my forgetfulness from Traumatic Brain injury. I have no memory of my life before the MC so the TBI combined with the effects of PTSD unable to meet the requirements to live in this civilized society according to the leaders of this great state of NH. “Truth is a powerful weapon” if it is allowed to be seen. The government and civilized society’s lack of awareness of disabled US Military Veterans lies in the truth no one wants to talk about. Homeless US Military Veterans out in the cold suffer as this society looks down on them as losers that just do not want to work for a living. The truth no one wants to see: some, all, or even more of the disabilities that I suffer from and our government and civilized society just refuse to see the truth no matter how clear it is these homeless suffer untreated because no one cares. I speak in a nation where freedom of speech is everyone’s guaranteed right. My words are censored to protect the community from people like me. A 100% combat related disabled US Marine that the leaders of the NH government want eliminated. The truth how deep is it if this civilized society does not want to see. My wife and I bought eleven-acres with our own life savings to build cabins in the woods for homeless US Military Veterans in NH. There are now over 600 homeless US Military Veterans in NH alone. Only one NH politician (NH Executive Councilor Mr. Sununu) has talked with me. The Newspapers continue to censor the truth. I am not asking for money because money seems to be seen in today’s world as corruption. IF someone wants to bring equipment or material over and help it is more than welcome. This cannot happen if the newspapers censor my voice. The truth lies so deep if no form of public communication exists. I do at this very moment do want to leave this world for good. Imagine this letter of government and editors wrongs of the truth lying homeless as garbage on the streets. Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi 465 Packers falls Rd Lee NH 03824 603-781-3839

Storming norman

Quick Action Things do not happen quickly enough. You can write to many letters of wrongs that no one will care about. You can do everything right only to be told that you are wrong. You can recognize the wrongs in your self to actually see that there is only one solution. Every time you volunteer to help another individual with their situations the ax chops another piece of you off. There is no asking for help, as if any one cares. People call when a person asks for help a crybaby, wiener, and some one looking for sympathy. To volunteer and help others almost every day over forty years never wanting anything in return even recognition is not the proper thing to do. The public sees an individual living off a government pension as a leach on society and silently dams that person. Pointing a finger at a disabled person parking in a disability reserved parking space that does not appear disabled shows the unwritten rule of this civilized society. Our government works slowly to correct wrongs for that is the best way to look for catch 22’s to avoid the subject. The one rule so pronounced in the American culture is the freedom of the public’s voice. To censor anyone individual by public discrimination and verbal assault as a form of government character assignation is the very guaranteed right granted to every individual to start the United States of America. I have thought many times that when a government person reaches out and touches your heart the chance to stop all these wrongs against the under class is about to begin. Our government personal does not work at a noticeable rate of speed (for the public to notice) to meet the entire their protocol maze they established. Government officials do not publicly hear the voice of the people if it does not carry the backing of enough other voters. The guaranteed right of every individual of Redress of Grievance when wronged by our government has been silenced unless you belong to that special class of Concord Élite. Things do not happen quickly enough to be seen in our lifetime if they can be stopped by public ridicule. I hope NH Executive council Chris Sununu can be that start to a U.S. government that serves the people again. Mr. Sununu is a government official that touched my heart as if it was 1776 again. It is the wrong time of year to expect any thing to happen in our government. Most citizens celebrate this time of year as many of us that serve in the U.S. Armed Forces camouflage our pain as joy to hide the silent demons that appear this time every year since we came back. Our U.S. Government has stopped my medical care for combat related disabilities to stop my free voice. My complaints go silent, as the Redress of Grievance does not exist for voters such as I. I am 100% disabled from my time in the USMC but do not appear to the public disabled. The NH Executive Council and the NH Governor refuse to speak with me. I have many times explained that I never under stood why men under me chose suicide over coming back. I could never see that what they were saying, “we do not belong” was right. I was a Sgt. in charge of these men during the Vietnam Conflict from an accident has total amnesia from before going to a combat zone. What do I know other than I do not belong? Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper fi 465 Packers falls rd Lee NH 03824 603-781-3839

NH Gov please look at me, Homeless US Military veteran in nH

NH Gov. Please look at me I am the homeless US Military Veteran on the street where I know that I belong for this is my home just to have come back alive. During my time in and out of combat my rights to live in a civilized society took second place as the beast in me took over to ravage in inhuman acts on other human beings just to survive. Then having come back alive I gave no respect to the woman that I loved giving commands in daily life where a gentle request was all that was called for. My children learned to hate from my directions for them to enter society and have a good future were camouflaged by my unforgiving use of authority to control rather than help to grow. My college education upon discharge from the US Military got me good jobs until my ever-growing episodes of flashing back to those times inspired hate and rejection from friends and other workers around me. Time and time again my wife, family, friends and others accepted my actions from my recent return from over there. Years later my flash backs continue and the forgiveness grows shallow for the past should have made those that were “in Country” forget and be normal as that child that left from high school to fight on foreign soil to protect and defend this USA did not come back. To have come back alive when so many better than I did not makes my home on the street my place to now protect those we did it for from what I have become. A reject: because the Vietnam Conflict veteran tries to come back where riots and protests slam us for what we did. Newspapers refuse to tell our side in articles or opinion letters telling us the inhuman acts do not belong back here. Prosecution of those that let the dirty little secrets out teach those in the future rounds that have returned to keep the silent demons inside and appreciate and accept what little we can get just fore being allowed to have come back alive. Dropped into a society with untreated disabilities from our time over there go untreated as we try to fit back in a nation that cannot see where we are or have been. I am not homeless any more but over 600 hundred of my US Military family in NH alone are. My words to try to help as many as I can will be censored by the news media for the danger to society you all believe we that came back alive are. The cabins in the woods for US Military homeless Veterans on the eleven-acre lot at 101 Stepping Stone rd Lee NH is my wife and my efforts to stop the harm inflicted on those that came back alive. It is not just the Vietnam Conflict as even today’s US Military Veterans fall into the same trouble. US Military Veterans of every war have lost sight, as this society does not see where we are. It may be only a small percentage lost as most US Military Veterans like me find a way and live the good life. No one that served in the US Military can be treated in this way so stated in this letter. This is my letter to ask not for money but help telling the citizens of NH we in Lee NH are trying to help those that do not ask but could use a little caring from those we did it for. Our Government has to recognize to put a danger sign over our heads and censor our opinion letters of the truth only perpetuates the situation to ensure those coming back today and in the future will be the same. It takes a leader to help make change. Let the NH Executive Council be that leader. Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi 465 Packers falls Rd Lee NH 03824 603-781-3839

Warren Buffett, NH, sununu

To Warren Buffett, Editor This man Mr. Buffett wants to save the newspaper that has lost focus on the reason they exist in the first place. To print the unbiased facts to inform the readers of the truth is their only purpose besides to make money. The truth no matter which individual may be hurt must come first. Today with the Internet the newspaper, readers no longer have to depend on meeting the editor’s protocol to get an opinion letter of government wrongs printed. The newspaper readers can now see and understand just how biased the editors can be with the truth. To censor the facts that the Veterans Administration uses medical care to control and use U.S. Military Veterans men and women is facts the public is entitled to know. The VA Red Flag is a defense weapon used daily in the VA against combat veterans that’s disabilities scare the people meant to treat these disabilities. Disabilities received from combat situations that treatment is stopped because the VA does not like you. The truth is what the newspapers refuse to print, as one US Military Veteran here or there lost in the system does not seem to matter. U.S. Military Veterans become homeless because these veterans needing treatment are ignored or rejected for the maze to follow protocol is the problem. The VA stopped my medical care for combat related disabilities to stop my opinion letters of government wrongs. “There is nothing so powerful as truth” Daniel Webster when he said these words meant as the foundation for the ethics of the newspapers in the USA. People like to read the newspaper in the morning with coffee or at night after a hard days work to learn what is happening. The present newspaper business is thought of as “Tabloid” because reporters manipulate the truth to hurt those they do not care for and aid their friends and personal goals of the editors. Opinion letters once thought of the individual’s way to communicate wrongs to others are edited to what the editor wants the reader’s to see or censored if the author refuses the changes. Hard facts about the wrongs in every newspaper in the USA but not one will print this letter. There are two sides to every article written but if the newspaper only prints their side of course sooner or later the readers will find other sources to learn the unbiased truth. My wife and I just spent our life savings to purchase eleven-acres of land to build cabins in the woods for homeless US Military Veterans in NH. To build the cabins we took a first mortgage on our home. To have the newspapers censor my opinion letters to inform the public is a far-reaching wrong harming homeless Veteran across the USA. Single person cabins in the woods for these homeless heroes to live rent-free until they get back on their feet (if ever) is a small thing we can do to help these men and women lost in the system. We are not looking for money at all. If someone wants to donate equipment to prepare the sites or material to help build is some good printing the opinion letters of the readers can have. Helping just one US Military Veteran from the over 600 homeless in NH alone is a start. Help this Veteran helping Veterans to make Mr. Buffett learn how to make newspapers a profitable business again. Help the homeless veterans build a place that will become the example for all states to use to help the homeless veterans have a safe place to live. Tell Mr. Buffett about the Veteran Resort-Chapel in NH. Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi 465 Packers falls rd Lee NH 03824 603-781-3839

US Military Veterans homeless cabins

Homeless Veterans Cabins It amazes me the number of notices from reporters and editors that my letter goes to each day telling me they are on vacation for the holidays. The notice tells me that the very branch of communication we protected with our lives so freedom of the press can exist is ignoring these important letters about homeless US Military Veterans. Repeated letters of the same facts of criminal wrongs by elected and regular government officials ignored and rejected all these years by the editors who’s responsibility it is to inform the public. Only one elected official put his hand out and came to see the site for the homeless veterans cabins in the woods. It was the worst time of year for with the holidays is recess time for our government officials so not much can happen. I am hoping that NH Executive Councilor Chris Sununu follows through with talking about what is going on in Lee NH to help the homeless and returning war torn US Military Veterans. My hope is that Mr. Sununu makes sum sort of Executive Council resolution to inform the Editors that Opinion letters of the newspaper’s readers is the most important part of the editor’s responsibility to print. The thing is Mr. Sununu is not a councilor from my district. He does not represent me but he is willing to help. We must respect the character of any person (Mr. Sununu) so willing to reach out to help US Military Veterans because this man is not doing it for the publicity. The amazing thing is newspapers refuse to respect the US Military men and women living on the streets by censoring these letters. Mr. Sununu has shown he is not doing it for publicity but because he care about the people of NH and the citizens that represented us in battle. Some cabins in the woods at 101 Stepping Stone Rd Lee NH for a few of the Six hundred homeless Veterans in NH alone. This site will be an example of how we the general public can help those that gave as a child for the USA to exist. Imagine the example NH will be setting for all the other states to realize NH is the best place in the world to live. We the people of NH as citizens are willing to do meaning full acts to help those US Military Veterans in need. Cabins on eleven-acre lot solely for these citizens known as US Military Veterans to have a place to live out of the cold rent-free until if ever they can get back to reality. Mr. Sununu has stepped over that boundary line into another district showing me that someone in the NH Government is willing to help the homeless US Military Veterans of NH. I hope after the recess he every day at council meetings brings up the subject of the importance of helping the citizens of NH especially the homeless US Military veterans. If other people would write opinion letters asking why the newspapers are censoring such an important part of life in NH it would help. I hope Mr. Sununu does not think that I am abusing his willingness to help. I just see the example he is giving must be exposed to show other government officials the responsibility that exists for all parts of government to serve the people and help even when publicity does not benefit them. It just amazes me how the newspapers can ignore even a NH Executive councilor putting his hand out to help US Military Veterans with out any self-gains to be made. Editors are receiving my letters every day but refuse to inform the public by printing them. Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Simper Fi 465 Packers falls rd Lee NH 03824 603-781-3839

Veteran's Christmas

Veteran’s Christmas The boys and girls servicing in our armed forces on foreign soil fighting for to defend and protect the USA have no idea the hardships of returning to the nation we did it for. Do we back here understand the mental and physical hardships of being away from home on enemy soil during the Christmas season? This is the importance of the Veteran Resort Chapel to give returning US Military a way to come home and adjust before their lives are lost. Lost in a world we dreamed of coming home to but now that we are back no one see us as we remember. Family, friends, wives and children reject us because our survival instinct the enemy taught so well are unacceptable to those that cannot see the need for. Driven deep in to our minds these instincts of survival now make us the enemy to the people we love because response dictates our movements now and forever after. Newspapers refuse to print our opinion letters written from our hearts trying to explain our non-separation from there as now we are here because of the danger our words draw from the minds of a civilized society. The Boys and Girls of today’s armed forces need more than our politicians listening but never hearing what we are saying. I am just barely able to walk for the past week or so as my back-pain is so intense. The Fosters Daily Democrat article did bring people out to donate time, equipment and gravel to get the property ready to dig the foundation holes. The article also got some people motivated to call me to ask if they can raise money to build these cabins in the woods for homeless US Military Veterans. Any one that wants to raise money to help is more than welcome but 100% of the money must go to help veterans. There will not be a penny of profit made from this because give these children that gave for us a road back is the entire reason for this property at 101 Stepping Stone Rd. My Marine Corps Disabilities received during combat missions makes me see the truth of the disadvantage to come back alive. The editors and most readers will never understand because our opinion letters are censored crippling the minds of those that never served. Only one politician had the will to come out to see the 101 Stepping Stone Rd sight for the cabins in the woods for homeless veterans. This person was NH Executive Councilor Chris Sununu. The newspapers are so set on stopping me that they refuse to tell the public of a great person in our Concord state government, Mr. Sununu that came out in the rain and walked the eleven-acres. To listen and actually understand editors and readers alike must be given both sides of the story. Ask Mr. Sununu the facts. Christmas is the hardest time for me because I return so often to being there reality sometime eludes me. I know some will say this letter makes no since. It will never make since if the other side is never printed. The boys and girls coming back today and in the future will end up homeless or lost just as we from the wars of the past. Single person cabins in the woods are an entire different concept as a way to give our US Military a way to come back if ever. To censor our opinion letters even if you do not hear what they are saying makes the saying “What are we fighting for” so real. A phrase from the Vietnam Conflict that was common over there. To censor this letter is the greatest harm to a nation where freedom must be free. Merry Christmas . Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi 465 Packers falls rd Lee NH 03824 603-781-3839

Fosters daily democrat, Rod Doherty, NH executive council, Veterans US Military

Community Commentary response I love how the newspaper is filled with the opinion of the readers on mental illness and awareness. People can ask why all they want but it does no good if no one will hear what is said. People listen but do not hear. Newspapers censor opinion of the people the editors do not like or the editor’s say is a danger to the community. Jason and Sara want to put elderly housing units on RT 155a in Madbury across from knights garage. Someone in the audience brings up they do not want mentally ill subjects in their neighborhood. “Mental” just the word brings out the biased attitude to almost automatically deny the approval. Sylvie from Lee that wrote the Community Commentary talks about attitude but in Lee there is the Veteran Resort-Chapel for returning combat veterans with or without mental and/or physical disabilities to live rent free giving them a chance to re-adjust and come home if ever. The word mental brings the negative words to automatically make the Lee residents call the police and town office to stop or delay work on the property. I am a 100% disabled US Marine with three of my four disabilities combat related as the editors of the Fosters newspaper so clearly uses my disabilities to bring the negative attitude of their readers out. The Foster’s has written negative articles that bend the truth almost to a lie to cause hatred and rejection. The Foster’s refuses to print my response to such articles and they refuse to print my opinion letters of government wrongs. The ethical and moral obligation of the newspaper is to print the unbiased truth. There is no way to get other newspapers to print the truth because they watch each other’s backs. We come back from living in a world you that have never been there can conceive. Some one uses the word mental and even the US Military Veteran coming back is silently rejected from communities. The Fosters newspaper is a dangerous weapon as they censor the opinion of the readers on a biased level. The Veteran Resort-Chapel my wife used money she has been saving for the length of our 31-year marriage. Our children graduated College and this money was for us to travel and enjoy life. We bought eleven-acres at 101 Stepping Stone Rd Lee NH to build single person cabins for homeless and returning US Military Veterans to live in rent free for as long as it takes for them to come back. The Fosters reporter wrote a great article about the cabins as she mentioned that a disabled veteran was using a chain saw. The negative and hateful response just bogs me down. No one sees helping US Military Veterans only that a disabled veteran was using a chain saw. I set my pain aside to help Rick Stevens that volunteered his time and machine to clear the lot and remove the stumps. A US Marine Sgt always puts the welfare of his men first. I am disabled from my time serving in our military not dead. Trust me I am paying for helping at this very moment. This is a response of why to the Fosters Community Commentary that Sylvie M Butler of Lee NH wrote. It is the people’s God given right to speak freely that Rod Doherty of the Fosters Daily Democrat lost site of. With out public awareness and support our government officials work slowly or not at all. Helping US Military Veterans is the only reason for the Veteran Resort-Chapel to exist. I am a veteran helping Veterans asking for your support. Tell Mr. Doherty he is wrong. Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper fi 465 Packers Falls Rd Lee NH 03824 603-781-3839

Newtown Conn, Brain Injury ass, NH executive council

Brain Injury Association What do you think when Psychologists and other government and professional citizen’s tell you we need to hear what our mentally ill are telling us to stop another massacre like Newtown Conn? No one wants to listen until it is way past to late. I have been almost completely house bound for the past week with my combat related service connected disabilities. My medical care for combat related disabilities has been stopped until I stop writing opinion letters of government wrongs. I can get care for a cold or any other health need from the VA to cover up the wrongs to eliminate public awareness. I am the lucky US Military Veteran because I have a home to stay warm in. Think of the homeless US Military Veterans living under bridges or the streets with no care at all because the VA ignores or rejects them as the silent demons of combat erodes their minds. My wife sees the need to help veterans and let me use our savings to purchase eleven-acres to build single person cabins for the homeless veterans to live and call home rent free for as long as it takes to come home mentally as well as physically if at all. The newspapers censor my letters for the danger to the public safety they want to instill on the public minds. I refuse to use violence in the nation that I participated in uncivilized actions to keep free and safe on foreign soil. What are the Brain Injury Association and all these other Psychologists, government officials and professional citizen’s when they listen but do not hear what I am saying? Think hard about that last question because it does make since and is correctly stated. Miracles never happen and I will never be like the kids I grew up with because I served in our US Military. I do not want your compassion, sympathy or anything else. The ridicule and other negative comments to illustrate the attitude of the US society for what we did is OK. This is what we did it for so to accept other person’s attitudes even when we believe they are wrong has to be accepted. Our government takes pay raises and other allotments draining our budget dry while leaving US Military Veterans cold and on the streets. We take our own savings of thirty years to buy land to help these US Military Veterans and only one Government officials (NH Executive Counselor Chris Sununu) put a hand out to help. We did not ask for money only that our government tell the public to over ride the newspapers censoring. Ms. Bulfinch of the Dover NH newspaper wrote a great article only the public picked up that a 100% disabled veteran was using a chain saw. I ignored the pain of my disabilities while on Convoy as American Advisor across Thailand, Laos and Cambodia to deliver surplus supplies to isolated posts as I do today to help the homeless US Military Veterans. A U. S. Marine always places the welfare of his men first after the mission is complete. Maybe if this letter was printed our government officials would see that placing our nation first would bring the U.S. back to a strong and vibrant United States of America. Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi 465 Packers falls rd Lee NH 03824 603-781-3839

nh governor John Lynch and Maggie Hassan, Chris Sununu

Response more needs to be done for returning Veterans I am trying to build on eleven-acres of land my wife and I purchased to build small single person cabins rent-free for homeless and returning US Military Veterans. This land is at 101 Stepping Stone Rd Lee NH and it’s only purpose it to help the men and women that went of to other lands to defend and protect our way of life here in the USA. John Ross of Hampton NH wrote an opinion letter about how great it is to place wreaths on graves “but is that enough”. He went on to talk about the homeless and the needs of those neglected by the system. The system includes the newspapers censoring opinion letters trying to help the homeless and medically in need US Military Veterans ignored or rejected. The ignorant public is the worst at delaying or stopping progress to help these men and women that gave to keep you safe back here in the real world. The Fosters ran Ms. Bulfinch’s article about these cabins for the homeless Veterans in NH. The greatest response is that I am a 100% combat related disabled US Marine with four life changing permanent disabilities that was using a chain saw that day. Some one this morning during my morning coffee at Young’s restaurant said that the Fosters should take a picture of me today unable to walk for this is my life out of that one moment she took the picture. It was a well-written article about something good that the overwhelming response the readers harp on is a disabled person working. I was injured four times while a US Marine. Three of these injuries are combat related. I cannot change who I am. I came back alive and was dropped on the streets with no medical or any help to come back. I lived homeless for years when I first came back. It was not my family and friends did not want to help I just did not know them or want strangers degrading a US Marine by taking handouts. One of my injuries is TBI. This means my memory of life before the MC no longer exists for me. I had no memory of the USA from before the accident. I was dropped into a civilized society with no job, money or memory. I broke my back during one Vietnam Offensive. I was blown off the runway during another Vietnam Offensive, which took most of my hearing in both ears for life. The constant loud noises of rifle fire, jet blast and explosions so close combined with the events to go along with this PTSD now haunts my life at the most unexpected moments. It is these norms in my life that make me do this for other US Military Veterans. I have no idea when, what, where or how but I will build these cabins for the homeless Veterans in NH to have a place which will be home for them. I have just started but I need the public to understand. There is no call for the newspapers to censor my letters other than to teach me that I must conform to the system. No matter how much pain it causes me I will continue to build because our US Military Veterans deserve no less. Pain and my disabilities keep me from working at any moment most of the time. A picture is one moment in time. The one moment that counts and everyone should be thinking about is that moment the first US Military Homeless Veterans moves into the first cabin. To censor these opinions letters enables is just wrong. Thank You N.H. Governor John Lynch for ignoring me as I asked you for understanding and only got rejection. Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi 465 Packers falls rd Lee NH 03824 603-781-3839

Andrea Bulfinch Reporter Dover nh fosters

Confusing So many people talk to me about the good thing that I am doing with the Cabins in the woods for homeless U.S. Military Veterans. Yes Rick Stevens and P&S sand and gravel did donate to get it started. Yes Ms. Bulfinch did write a good article for the Fosters newspaper about the Veteran Resort-Chapel at 101 Stepping Stone Rd Lee NH. My wife and I bought eleven-acres of waterfront property for the sole purpose of giving Homeless Veterans a place to live and can call home until they get back on their feet. This is an entire new venture for a 100% combat related disabled US Military Veteran. I am learning every day by talking to people and dreaming of the possible energy designating this land and buildings solely to help those veterans in need. My words are supported by my actions as I have volunteered everyday almost since coming back to the real world in 74 helping others. Editors and others may disbelieve my words but to keep their readers ignorant to the truth is causing more harm than good. Think (how if the newspapers would print my opinion letters just like this one) of that one homeless veteran warm in his or her own cabin for Christmas this year instead of the street. The unseen ramifications to censor the words of the people can have on any one individual. No one sees or hears about how one elected official did come out to the property in the rain. He spent extra time (even though appointment’s waited) walking the property and talking about it as the rain drenched us. NH Executive Councilor Chris Sununu did this as I hope he believes me when I tell him the lift mentally and physically this caring act gave me. Governor John Lynch and newly elected Governor Maggie Hassan have set US Military Veterans aside for whatever reason. So many people talk: for with the newspapers censoring my words this is the only way to inform the public and other elected officials. Public elected officials except for special one’s like Chris Sununu only seems to help if it helps promote their own character. This is why Ms. Bulfinch’s article was so important to making the public aware of someone building cabins in the woods for homeless U.S. Military Veterans. Newspaper articles inspire non-special elected officials’ to help. No one wants to see past the good that the Veterans Hospital does for so many Veterans. The few that the VA ignores or rejects because following or full filling the protocol of government requirements so few are unable to understand or meet are lost. The Red Flag is used against veterans suffering combat disabilities directly related to their time in the US Military under the word safety to satisfy this civilized society’s norm. Newspapers across the USA censor my letters for it just cannot happen in the USA that the VA stops my medical care for combat related disabilities until I stop writing opinion letters just like this one. So few people can see that 25 % of the homeless in the USA are US Military Veterans lost because of the government protocol. 600 Homeless Veterans in NH alone and growing. I cannot see how much Mr. Sununu is talking to other government officials about helping US Military Veterans. I wish Mr. Sununu would write an opinion letter telling society inspiring others to write one also to motivate those non-special politicians. The confusing mind this civilized society sees as a danger is I trying to accept that I came back alive from a place only God can justify. Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi 465 Packers falls rd Lee NH 03824 603-781-3839

Chris Sununu NH Executive councilor

Confusing So many people talk to me about the good thing that I am doing with the Cabins in the woods for homeless U.S. Military Veterans. Yes Rick Stevens and P&S sand and gravel did donate to get it started. Yes Ms. Bulfinch did write a good article for the Fosters newspaper about the Veteran Resort-Chapel at 101 Stepping Stone Rd Lee NH. My wife and I bought eleven-acres of waterfront property for the sole purpose of giving Homeless Veterans a place to live and can call home until they get back on their feet. This is an entire new venture for a 100% combat related disabled US Military Veteran. I am learning every day by talking to people and dreaming of the possible energy designating this land and buildings solely to help those veterans in need. My words are supported by my actions as I have volunteered everyday almost since coming back to the real world in 74 helping others. Editors and others may disbelieve my words but to keep their readers ignorant to the truth is causing more harm than good. Think (how if the newspapers would print my opinion letters just like this one) of that one homeless veteran warm in his or her own cabin for Christmas this year instead of the street. The unseen ramifications to censor the words of the people can have on any one individual. No one sees or hears about how one elected official did come out to the property in the rain. He spent extra time (even though appointment’s waited) walking the property and talking about it as the rain drenched us. NH Executive Councilor Chris Sununu did this as I hope he believes me when I tell him the lift mentally and physically this caring act gave me. Governor John Lynch and newly elected Governor Maggie Hassan have set US Military Veterans aside for whatever reason. So many people talk: for with the newspapers censoring my words this is the only way to inform the public and other elected officials. Public elected officials except for special one’s like Chris Sununu only seems to help if it helps promote their own character. This is why Ms. Bulfinch’s article was so important to making the public aware of someone building cabins in the woods for homeless U.S. Military Veterans. Newspaper articles inspire non-special elected officials’ to help. No one wants to see past the good that the Veterans Hospital does for so many Veterans. The few that the VA ignores or rejects because following or full filling the protocol of government requirements so few are unable to understand or meet are lost. The Red Flag is used against veterans suffering combat disabilities directly related to their time in the US Military under the word safety to satisfy this civilized society’s norm. Newspapers across the USA censor my letters for it just cannot happen in the USA that the VA stops my medical care for combat related disabilities until I stop writing opinion letters just like this one. So few people can see that 25 % of the homeless in the USA are US Military Veterans lost because of the government protocol. 600 Homeless Veterans in NH alone and growing. I cannot see how much Mr. Sununu is talking to other government officials about helping US Military Veterans. I wish Mr. Sununu would write an opinion letter telling society inspiring others to write one also to motivate those non-special politicians. The confusing mind this civilized society sees as a danger is I trying to accept that I came back alive from a place only God can justify. Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi 465 Packers falls rd Lee NH 03824 603-781-3839

New Hampshire Homeless Veterans

Help the U. S. Military Veterans I can understand how some people believe some Veterans are taking advantage of the system. Many successful Veterans that want to help me with the Homeless cabins for Veterans in the woods express that to me. There is no way for me to tell and frankly I do not want to have to discriminate. I am sure there is a few that are scamming the system faking their medical conditions but there are many more where the effect of war are not visible to you and me. Many times people have said to me you do not look disabled. VA doctors have stated that I look in good shape for a 100% disabled person. The case is that I try to live a normal life so people around me are not offended or feel sorry for me. Over the years I have needed help and have been unable to get it from the VA for their attitude is to try to ignore and reject if possible without public awareness. It is not every US Military Veteran that the VA does this to. Many if not most get great care and medical help but some are rejected and ignored that the eventual end is homeless on the streets and death for these few. The Veteran Resort-Chapel is so that returning veterans do not have to go through what I did from the Veterans Administration. Thousands from the Vietnam Conflict and other wars suffer today because of VA rejection. The VA will tell the public they have changed so this very cruel event does not happen to today’s Veterans but it has not changed in the VA. People will see what they want in this homeless Veterans Cabins in the woods but if I can give one homeless US Military Veteran a warm place to live and call home for free until they get back on there feet that is what counts. This is what I want the people to understand and believe. Newspaper censoring these letters hurts all Veterans. The drive way is in at 101 Stepping Stone Rd for the first cabin in the woods for homeless Veterans. I wanted to get the foundation in before frost but that may be unlikely. Many people because of the article in the Fosters newspaper have called and offered help. This is what an informed public is the reason newspapers exist. P&B sand and gravel of Barrington have delivered free material to help the veterans. Rick Steven of Lee has worked free many days with his machine clearing and de stumping the lot. This is why it is so important for the public to be informed of the Veteran Resort Chapel. These cabins are not just for the mentally and physically disabled but also the hard luck veteran that lost their job. The car salesman a few months ago was out of work lost his apt and more ended up in the Nashua homeless shelter. I want to help all US Military Veterans needing a single person cabin rent-free until they get back. I may scare politicians and editors because I am different. I am not looking for any at all pat on the back or awards. I am looking solely to Help US Military Veterans have a chance back here in the country we did it for. Unless some politician is willing to become public and ask the editors what gives them the right to censor such an important subject public ignorance is going to continue to slow us down. Public awareness and support is going to make presidencies around the US that Lee NH set an example on helping Homeless U.S. Military Veterans find a way back. Veteran helping Veterans is looking for public help. Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi 465 Packers falls rd Lee NH 03824 603-783839

US Military Veteran, Martha fuller clark, John Sununu, Chris sununu

Veteran’s actions are funny The consequences of the USA turns against you seem very bleak. It is funny that I have volunteered almost every day since coming back in 74 from my overseas Marine Corps tour. Helping other people because I came back alive to a country with the greatest people in the world that many better than I gave their lives in combat to keep free and safe. Newspapers and government officials go above the call to duty to censor and eliminate me from this world. The government agency created to help US Military Veterans, Red Flags and stops my medical care for combat related disabilities ironically is called the Veterans Administration. My wife and I put our house in dept by mortgage to build cabins just for homeless veterans on land we bought for this sole purpose. This letter is not about me. This letter is about all those lost soles called US Military Veterans living on the streets because we do not care. The comments and ridicule from residents of NH because a newspaper article by Andrea Bulfinch in the Fosters described and contained a photo of me with a chain saw clearing the lot. I am proud to set my pain aside to help other Veterans have a place to live and try to come back mentally and physically if at all. I am also proud of Andrea’s ability to write such a good article to attempt to inform her readers of our need to help US Military Veterans in need. The consequences of the results of combat on the individual are not yours or my place to question or mock because a few may take advantage of the hand that is there to help. The cabins for homeless veterans in the woods at 101 Stepping Stone Rd. Lee NH are my way of Veteran helping Veterans because I came back alive and should not have. I honestly do not know what to say. I am dammed if I do and dammed if I don’t. Every returning US Military Veteran is not as lucky as some to achieve success back here in the real world. There will always be those few lazy one’s taking advantage of the system. I am not here to change the world. I just want to do my small part to help those veterans less fortunate than I. The consequences of letting a seventeen-year-old child become a US Marine and enter the conflict and come back alive to a world that will not accept us are ours to realize and fix. I do not feel good-bye. Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi 465 Packers falls rd Lee NH 03824 603-781-3839

Christmas Veterans worst time, Chris Sununu, Maggie Hassan, John Lunch

Veteran’s worst time Christmas A time of joy and that is the attitude we must all put forward for our families to see the world correctly. It is like the 4th of July every time an explosion in the sky brings joy to the faces of others a tingle and thought evade my body. I smile and ho and haw so my down side does not take away from others. It is a small price to pay being allowed to come back to the U.S. alive after defending and protecting her. Civilized society tells us to talk about it and let help come to us. The natural response mostly unintended from society is to be critical of the inhuman acts of war. The filth and disgust of daily living and the disregard for other human life to complete the mission at all cost is inconceivable to those not there. People back here can never learn as the editors censor such danger to the community from being printed. The non-emotional actions to pain and disaster of daily events learned from endurance of constant daily survival draws discussed from those around you back here. A time each year of watching the horizon as it lit up from the explosions from the birds we will catch as they return in a few hours. After they return as the sun starts to raise a ration of one can of beer before we enter our tent for a few hours sleep before it all starts again. The joy of Christmas every year since I came back to the real world is filled with sitting on the side of the runway Christmas Eve waiting. A constant daily thought every day in December leading up to Christmas. Unable to put forward for family to see the world correctly some US Military Veterans become homeless to protect the ones they love. Some are incrassated because civilized society accepted their combat attitude as lawbreakers, so for the safety of the community lock them up. Danger and rejection takes from us for the safety of the people we became this way to save. Newspapers censor our words creating ignorant civilized society to contradict talking about it will bring help to us. The Veterans Administration Red Flags citizens with these very survival disabilities for the safety of those designated to treat it. A place at 101 Stepping Stone Rd for homeless US Military Veterans to have a chance to come back mentally as well as physically if ever maybe some day will allow joy to return to those homeless Veterans lost in a society that camouflages help in a maze of ridicule and rejection. The freedom to educate those around us through the newspapers is taken for the safety of the nation we achieved these disabilities for. Saving a horse gets front page while saving a US Military Veteran is questioned and ridiculed. Asking the NH Governor and the newly elected Governor for recognition is like asking the editors to print our letters explaining. A single NH government official put his hand out to help. He set the fear of this civilized society aside to see 101 Stepping Stone Rd and talk to a Veteran about it. I thank again NH Executive Councilor Chris Sununu for that. I appreciate his email yesterday encouraging me to not let the 10% telling NH about the bad in me and keep moving forward to help the homeless US Military Veterans in NH. A Veteran helping Veterans asking other NH government officials to see as Mr. Sununu does to help. Talking publicly is the only way to turn around the harm of the editors using censoring to prevent homeless U.S. Military Veterans from seeing a time of joy. I am not asking for money just Communication. Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi 465 Packers falls rd Lee NH 03824 603-781-3839

NH governor Maggie hassan, to the editor

It is Great People do not say to me, how can I help with the Homeless U.S. Military Veterans cabins. The number of responses of “it must be nice all these years getting that nice big disability pension that you can buy eleven-acres of land plus keep your own home just up the road”. I thought Andrea Bulfinch’s article last week in the Foster’s would turn attitudes around. I have commended Andrea for such a well-written unbiased article telling her readers the facts. My wife saved for thirty-one years we have been married to when our daughters graduated from college we could travel. My wife worked all those years just to makes ends meet and bring our daughters up to respect money and others. The money she saved and our home to re-mortgage and get the money is how we can do this to help homeless U. S. Military Veterans have a home to get back to the real world if ever. My opinion angers people because I say what is on my mind no matter who it may effect. My words make people hate me but please do not let that harm other U. S. Military Veterans. One person even said he is going to send the article to the VA and get my disability pension stopped for using a chain saw. I send to many departments in the Veterans Administration and hospital my letters ever day, that I write one. I sent the VA a copy of Andrea’s article. I am seriously disabled but I am not dead. I have four separate disabilities. Three being Combat related to defend this great nation. I will pay the price in pain but to help those U.S. Military Veterans have a place to live respectfully is worth the discomfort. The VA stops my medical care until I stop writing letters just like this one. The VA red flag is a weapon to humiliate and harm U.S. Military Veterans commonly used by the VA to create fear in others so no one notices the neglect and rejection by this government agency. I know because they have used the Red Flag on me. I helped Rick Stevens that volunteered his time and his machine to clear the lot. Rick did most if not all the work I was just there and helped as I could. No matter what people say, I am not ashamed of my helping to make life better for returning US Military Veterans making the pain irrelevant just to give other Veterans a chance in the real world. I want our politicians in Concord and all the residents of NH to talk about helping US Military Veterans. Barrington Sand and Gravel sent a free fourteen-yard truck with stone to help. This unexpected gift is what Andrea’s article will hopefully bring out. We do not see the good in people and businesses like Rick and Barrington Sand and gravel because they do it to help, not fame. This is what politicians in Concord talking about the Veteran Resort-Chapel being built in Lee NH will bring out. My wife and I struggle to live a good life and are not complaining. If you believe U. S. Military Disability Pensions are nice then why do you not join the military and fight for the USA so you can get the facts correct. If you want to send the VA Andrea’s article the address is VA 275 Chestnut St. Manchester NH. Veteran helping Veterans is what I am, no more and no less. This is what the purpose of opinion letters was meant to be for in the minds of our forefathers. Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi 465 Packers falls rd Lee NH 03824 603-781-3839

New Hampshire, US Military Veterans, Homeless in NH

You have no stories left before being redirected to Clickshare to login or register. First step in a long road: Driveway permit approved in Lee for veterans shelter project By Andrea Bulfinch abulfinch@fosters.com Thursday, December 6, 2012 John Huff/Staff photographer Lee property owner Peter McDonald begins to clear a 11-acre parcel of land on Stepping Stones Road for construction of the first of 11 cabins for homeless veterans. LEE — Work began on the future site of housing for homeless veterans on Stepping Stones Road where Foster's found property owner Peter MacDonald working Tuesday, along with volunteers eager to help those in need who have served in uniform. “It's been slow getting started, but we've started,” MacDonald said. On Nov. 30, a driveway permit was issued by the town to MacDonald, an official sign things are under way. A veteran himself, MacDonald said creating a space where returning veterans can find a roof over their heads and a place to call home has always been his dream. “This property is going to be dedicated to veterans coming back from combat,” he said. The 11-acre spread of land reaches to the border of Wheelwright Pond where 572 feet abut the water. MacDonald and his wife, he said, have spent a majority of their life savings on the project where he envisions 11 cabins, a chapel and walking trails to eventually take over the landscape. The couple purchased the land last August. To start, a single 24-foot by 24-foot cabin will be constructed where there will be two 10- by 24-foot rooms making up the basement and upstairs. The one-bedroom unit will be offered to a veteran attending school and for which MacDonald will contribute $500 toward utilities. The project requires approval for a septic system being put in place before MacDonald can go before the Planning Board with his project. He said the septic system is one of the requirements that's held up progress on the project as it was his intent to install composting toilets for each of the cabins. Once he's built one cabin with the required septic system, he said he'll continue with construction of the other 10 cabins on the property with composting toilets instead. MacDonald has gained some extra hands to work on the project from resident Ricky Stevens, who was also out working on the property clearing the site on Tuesday. “He's not doing it for me, he's doing it for the veterans,” MacDonald, who is welcoming any additional support or donations from the community, said. “The more help I can get, the better,” he said. MacDonald said he expects the first cabin, once started, to be constructed fairly quickly. He said the foundation will be in place in April 2013 and he anticipates the first veteran to move in a couple months later in June. Though he suffers from various health issues as a result of his own time in combat, including PTSD and its effects, MacDonald, who was seen with a chain saw in hand on Tuesday, said he couldn't let someone else help him out so much without contributing to the work himself. “I've volunteered all my life since I came back from the Vietnam conflict,” he said, adding that he tries to do something everyday to help someone else. Though his health issues limit some of what he can do, he said that for this project, as with any struggle, pain is with it. “I didn't come back from the conflict to sit around, take pills and do nothing,” he said. “If I'm going to die, I'm going to die doing something.” John Huff/Staff photographer Lee property owner Peter McDonald begins to clear a 11-acre parcel of land on Stepping Stones Road for construction of the first of 11 cabins for homeless veterans. 



Homeless Veterans, Fosters NH newspaper, Dover NH, Andrea Bulfinch reporter in nh

Andrea: Reporter Fosters newspaper Andrea Bulfinch is a reporter for the Foster’s Dover NH newspaper and she came to 101 Stepping Stone Rd home to the future cabins for homeless NH US Military Veterans to live. I hope her article stays positive because there is no personal gain on my part for doing this. I have volunteered almost every day since coming back for the selfish reason that I came back alive and many better than I gave their lives for what we have back here in the “Real World”. Andrea was shocked as she first approached the property as this 100% combat related disabled US Marine was working with a chain saw. She could not believe that it was I after my descriptions in my letters of my medical condition. I am disabled do to injuries received while serving in the MC. I can do anything anyone else can do. I just have to pay the price in pain and discomfort for doing it. Many people have heard that I am disabled but when they see me it is implausible they believe it because I do not act disabled. I am a United States Marine that came back against all odds to a country that from one of my disabilities had no memory of. To take drugs as the VA wants and see life back here in the comfort of a drug induced state is not life. My helping Rick Stevens that volunteered his time and equipment to cut the trees and de-stump the lot was my obligation. My obligation is to help US Military Veterans homeless for what ever reason on the streets not go through what the VA and NH government have done to me and many US Military Veterans of the Vietnam Conflict. I hope Andrea take the time to realize US Military Veterans are people also. I told Andrea about Ricky Stevens volunteering his time and equipment and also about NH Executive Councilor Chris Sununu coming to the property and walking it in the rain and offering to help in any way he can. Then just after Andrea left a truck from Barrington Sand and Gravel drops a load of stone for the entrance of the driveway for free to help with the Cabins in the Woods for homeless Veterans. Andrea was worried that the town of lee told her there was only one cabin going on the property. This is true in order to get started with out going through a delay by zoning board, Site Review of the Planning Board and many other obstacles. The expense of all the tests and fees would have crippled even starting. She stops at the property and sees a 100% disabled person wheeling a chain saw sparks the reporter to have a story. The VA and many other government agencies get my letters every day. They will get this letter also. I have attempted suicide many times and will most likely do it again and may be successful just once. Flashbacks just come at any time sparked by almost any thing that triggers a memory. They have happened at the Lee Planning board director’s office, and many other places. Some times people get so upset they call an ambulance and I end up in the hospital. It has to be a civilian hospital because the VA stopped my medical care for combat disabilities until I stop writing letters just like this one. I even had a flashback in the VA doctor’s chair while getting my eyes checked. No medical care for the condition was given or was it even noted in my medical file. Andrea I hope you take the time to see what the US Military Veteran is before you write your article. Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi 465 Packers falls rd Lee NH 03824 603-781-3839

Veterans homeless shelter in NH started

Homeless US Military site Begun Ricky Steven’s donated his time and machine to strip 101 Stepping Stone RD the site of the Homeless Veterans Cabins in the woods. The site is clear and de-stumped with the driveway in. The overwhelming feeling of just knowing that in the near future homeless US Military Veterans will have a place to call their own home. I was over their daily cutting trees and stacking brush but with my disabilities my time was limited to the amount of pain one can with stand. I was making progress but with the help of Ricky Steven’s the little it took me a week he did ten times in just a few hours. Rick did this great deed not for me but to help homeless veterans in New Hampshire. This is why it would be so important for the newspapers to print the facts. Ignorant people because the editors want you to believe that this 100% disabled US Marine is a danger to the safety of the community and state would help if they knew a citizen was giving to help homeless veterans. The word is getting out but slowly. I just a few weeks ago was amazed someone with the stature of a high ranking government officials such as Chris Sununu would even want to acknowledge never mind take the time in a rain storm to see and walk the site. It is amazing the number of great citizens that when informed of the facts will give to see that others have a chance. These two men, as I am sure there are many more out there are why the USA is such a great place. Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi 465 Packers falls rd Lee NH 03824 603-781-3839

Disabled and Rejected US Military Veterans, NH, Vermont, Mass

Disabled and Rejected I wrote a cover letter and started handing it out to businesses in the Seacoast towns to be shocked by the great response. People that over the years attended classes or other volunteer help I gave to schools, community and state of NH. Young children now adults that I do not even remember for they were children when we met. They still remember the class and what it was that I was teaching that year. Teaching how to use one’s mind and your imagination to fix anything and every thing in life. That all stopped a few years back when NH declared under the Patriot Act that I was a terrorist and put me in jail. The Bogus charges were dropped after six-month loss of freedom four days before the trial. I now randomly help people in need almost every day that I meet and are without help. It is different but it is my responsibility because I came back alive and all those that gave their lives need to see we are doing our best to make sure what they gave is not in VAIN. I write this first paragraph as background because this morning again some one that attended or participated as a child in my volunteer efforts told me she made copies of my letter about homeless cabins for veterans at 101 Stepping Stone Rd Lee NH and was handing them out. I thanked her as she continued telling me that was all she could do because her boss believes that I am dangerous and she cannot be linked to my name publicly. That is OK because I did make my bed and must suffer the consequences. I am direct with my words and do not try to not say what I mean no matter, in any make believe nice way. What will be perceived from my statements sometimes others see as mean and crazy? I some times write opinion letters while in and out of “in country” as a US Marine. NH and the VA stop my medical care for combat related disabilities and the news media believes this is a government wrong not to be talked about in Opinion letters of Government Wrongs. The thing is Mentally and physically disabled US Military Men and Women across the USA are treated the same or worse because the news media makes the VA to be God’s gift to the US Military Veteran and covers up the wrongs with the reason only a few veterans slip under the rug. Homeless US Military Veterans are created in this neglected manner. Our elected officials and other NH Government personal believe exactly the same thing about me being a danger. I feel like I am on an island with no exit. It is the reality of being deep in the “Bush” with no other English-speaking people while on Convoy trying to imagine all the possibilities. Death and suicide are constant images because to survive where we are is not something anyone could imagine. To speak freely now back in the real world is a pride I am using to help homeless, ignored, rejected US Military Veterans. I feel like I have no place left to go and no imagination can get me out of this Benjo Ditch as the gook patrol passes. I am a danger to others and myself making government retribution justifiable to censor the truth for the safety of the State and Community. The “Irony” is everyone praises the US Military but will not speak publicly and this letter is justifiable proof we came back to a world that will not accept us for what we are. We are disabled US Military Personal that even our elected officials are ashamed to talk publicly about. Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi 465 Packers falls rd Lee NH 03824 603-781-3839

New Hampshire Executive Council, Chris Sununu, Governor Lynch, Karen Sargent

New Hampshire Executive Council Chris Sununu showed me a side of government one could only imagine existed. I saw a light but with the rate government moves is just a flicker waiting for the Citizens of NH to see blossom where the US Military Veteran is concerned. He came out in the rain to see the property where homeless Veterans some day will call home until they can come home mentally and or physically if at all. The key has to be getting the public involved and aware of this site for homeless veterans to live rent-free. The site will not be for profit and is so registered in Concord as a non-profit to help the homeless Veterans. The newspapers censor the facts as our government and editors in NH use my combat related disabilities to scare the public to believe that this US Marine is a danger. Some government personal and editors harm certain citizens to keep a tight ruin on that special class of society they believe is their god given right to have over other citizens. Mr. Sununu is probably getting sick of me using his name so often but I believe in the USA. The homeless US Military Veterans need our government officials to talk about us and inform the public we exist and many are homeless on the streets of NH. Mr. Sununu showed me that rainy day a human side of government we the people are not privy to all that often. This site at 101 Stepping Stone Road Lee NH will not be government controlled so all US Military Veterans will be equally welcome for that is what we fought for equality. The NH governor and Executive Council should bring up a proclamation to call the editors in NH to their wrongs. There is no need for homeless citizens in the USA. The reality is our government personal does not see what makes a US Military Veteran homeless because they do not live in our world. Medical care does not exist or is limited as the PTSD, war syndrome or any other name given to it does not appear for years after honorable discharge well past the dead line to file. Our family and friends see us as mean and disoriented, controlling and unstable as the years pass eventually discharging us to the streets or suicide. If we use freedom of speech our government seeks retribution by stopping our medical care or even incrassation if the public can be kept ignorant to the wrong. I speak from experience as my medical care for my 100% combat related disabilities is stopped until I stop writing opinion letters just like this one. The editors will censor this as well as all my other letters under the Freedom of the Press Constitution article. Governor Lynch once had a auction where high bidder would get to have coffee with him and tell him on the record what ever conversation the high bidder choose. I was high bidder and paid the money only to have the governor for safety reasons refuse on the deal. I have many times filed Redress of Grievance with the NH government under the Part First Bill of Rights of the NH Constitution only to be ignored and rejected by our NH Government. I have told the NH government and the VA of my many attempts at suicide only to be ignored. Mr. Sununu is only one person in government but he is that ray of hope. I hope some day the people’s letters just like this one can be read into the Executive Council records to show the people the reason for homeless US Military Veterans in New Hampshire and the USA. Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper fi 465 Packers falls rd Lee NH 03824 603-781-3839

A christmas song

Lost Military Veteran Heroes, Parades, and much more for the men and women that serve in our Armed Forces as they first return. There is a neglected percentage that is swept under the rug and never is seen as they once were when we first returned. The men and women where the silent demons of years past come to haunt and destroy, as the faded glory once recognized by others gone. The commanding attitude with the suspicious survival instincts that civilized society sees as dominance and miss trust to justify under safety issues to ignore or isolate you. Incarceration rather than treatment for the medical conditions of war no one wants to see as the cause and effect of what happens. Combat fatigue, PTSD depending on the war how civilized society rates us for the useless life we have become. Homeless on the street because this nation will not recognize medical conditions that are not recorded in the time limit established by those that never serve. Politician’s refusal to listen and hear the bums sleeping under bridges in filth and shame because our uniforms are now dirty and the sins of our history clean citizens can and will not accept. We are the men and women of yesterdays Armed Forces that some day today’s men and women of today’s Armed Forces will be in the future. The simple reason for my wife’s willingness to spend our life savings to build cabins in the woods rent-free for homeless Veterans to live. My wife gave me a life by accepting the conditions described in the paragraph above. The travel she saved for all these years she spent to purchase eleven-acres of land just for the purpose of helping US Military Veterans not go through if possible what the VA and NH government does and did to me. Men and Women that once fought for the freedom we all enjoy now the VA and NH government leave homeless on the street. Hopefully by Dec. 4 we will have the driveway from 101 Stepping Stone road started. We are asking nothing from the public but if business want to donate a load of gravel or some building materials it will not be turned away. If the public wants to write an opinion letter to the newspapers and ask why they censor such a call for help from the homeless Veterans please do. Ask the editors why they censor my opinion letters to intentionally inflict hardship on the homeless Veteran. Tell the politician to not just listen but to hear and understand the US Military Veteran has done things most cannot even conceive as humanly possible is not reason to take our future under the term safety. My words are mixed and the lasting reminder of four service-connected disabilities controls confusing as my mind. A Veteran helping Veterans where society silences my voice as the politician marches on until the Heroes and Parades of the next war leads to more bums being created from the untreated medical conditions for the cycle will never end until we hear the words so much camouflaged by the noises of the silent demons no one sees but us. I wish I could explain it in your well-educated way but instead of college we went off to make it safe for you that never served to go. The news censoring this letter for the safety of the community and state says it all. Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi 465 Packers falls rd Lee NH 03824 603-781-3839