Winning
There is no answer that I can give you. Winning could be my Suicide to get out of this place. To tell the USA of government wrongs and have no one listen makes me feel like reality does not exist. This letter will most likely get a phone call from the VA Suicide hotline but for what? Suicide cannot be stopped. IF and when I do commit suicide there is nothing any person can do. It is like a US Military Veteran trying to tell people that never served to protect and defend the USA compares to trying to tell a politician what is best for the USA not their own pockets. No body cares to hear and understand what it is. I am writing like this today because of the pain from my head. It is like deep pressure with inconsistent sharp darting knife pain from deep with in. It is just the kind of symptoms indicating blood will at some point today gush out my nose. The VA suicide hotline calls for harassment but when you tell them the wrongs they quickly inform the needy US Military Veteran that is not their department so call the VA office and they will connect you. It has been well over seven years since the NH Government and the Veterans Administration stop my VA medical for Combat related disabilities and no one hears the disabled US Military Veteran.
I am running for NH State Senate District 21. The newspapers censor my words because as the editors say “my words hurt people with good reputations”. I served as a US Marine did they with good reputations serve? I volunteer help a Madbury NH family take a case to the NH SC where the selectmen use government powers to take for the selectmen’s own profit from local residents. The NH Supreme Court refused to hear the case, as it would have exposed Judge Peter Fauver criminally violating the Constitution to intentionally harm US citizens. It is like the VA and editors are telling me that my mistake was coming back alive from the Vietnam conflict. I am a danger but I have violated no laws and every day volunteer to help other US citizens have a better life. The continued pressure and government abuse over the years is as if they want me to be violent to allow them to tell the people the danger signs are real. Communication does not exist in NH for US Military Veterans that the politicians do not want living.
Tell me the truth has you ever heard of a candidate for elected office being ignored by the news media? Suicide by state law is a crime but it will be one that they cannot punish me for. It is a journey that no one can tell you about but it cannot be any worse that to talk and no one hear what you are saying.
This entire letter ties together in a warped, twisted mind of PTSD and TBI working together in the mind of a US Marine that just does not belong.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi
465 Packers falls Rd Lee NH 03824 603-781-3839
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