Hopeless, The End

Hopeless The End
People read my letters everyday. People encourage me to keep writing for my letters tell the truth of the wrongs happening to the people. No one will go any further to ask, why do the news media censor my words. The truth even if it hurts people with good reputation must be spoken openly and honestly is that not what freedom of speech was intended for? My words are not repetitive. My words tell of government wrongs against US Military Veterans in the USA. My words tell of the VA stopping the medical care for combat related disabilities to stop the opinion of those disabled keeping your freedom secure. People that I bump into hear or learn who I am and will walk up to me to praise me for my letters and what my actions are doing for US Military Veterans and the public. I attended a picture perfect wedding last night to have a stranger from some other state tell me the honor it is to meet someone that will go out so far to make the USA better. My letters are broadcast every day across the world on the web for the people to read. The people do not understand it is the news media not the web that the politicians listen to. Politicians will not help anyone citizen unless it will benefit their character in the voters eye. All the people are the reason the Constitution was written so many years ago.
I had minor trips back into my other world last night during the reception and no one new the difference. I did not want to harm the brides day so it was a must fighting off the demons in my head made for periods of silence as others at the tabled spoke in a strange language that I did not understand. A nod of the head or quick smile as if involved in what they were saying kept the situation clean. I had not one drop of alcohol for I could not take the chance to let down my defenses. Everything just seems so hopeless the end must come quick. My death cannot look like a suicide for the harm it will cause the ones that love me. The people in charge of the VA do not care about the disabled or any veteran for that matter. It is the budget and pleasing the politicians that approve more money for the VA that matters to the one’s in charge of taking our lives.
New Hampshire is doing this because judge Peter Fauver criminally violated the Constitution to enable the Madbury NH selectmen to steal land from local residents. The NH SC covered up the case by refusing to hear the facts presented to them when the case came before the NH SC. The hopelessness of coming back to a world that just does not want to see the truth. People encourage my words because what our trusted leaders are doing to this Madbury family and me is so common. People are afraid to speak freely for the hammer will fall on those that dare question the actions of those with power. My head this very moment is pounding so viscously as the words on this screen dance as my eyes try to control the daisy spells.
The person that spoke to me at the wedding read my letters on the NH underground web site first but then saw how many other sites around the world also carry them. The people are what count; remember it is for the USA. Newspapers censoring my words hurt every one of you.
Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi
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